Cotcha Yankinov
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Today while jogging I felt like a mild sensation of the jaw clenching that happens sometimes with ecstacy. Why would that be? It wasn't strong but definitely there.. interestingly on the roll that led to my current state I don't remember having it. Today was a really bad day. I don't know why. All I can think of is that I ate more than usual yesterday. I'm so sick guys.. physically too.. most of you are working, studying.. I've been in bed all day. I forced myself to go for a jog but I'm starting to wonder if there is life after this. If it was just mood related I could have hope in some drug but what could I take for this. Wait and hope what else is there... I feel almost a little bit like a human now at bedtime so I don't want to sleep only to wake up to the same suffering again. It's 4am already.
I know it's only been 1 month 3 weeks... it feels like I'm in a constant seizure. Like that's why my eyes keep re-adjusting. My cognition feels the same. And there's a sensation of pressure behind my eyes.
Some of y'all have something like occipital neuralgia - neck muscles like scalenes can cause cranial nerve issues that lead to pain around the eyes and jaw pain.
Scalenes are inhalation muscles that tend to get kicked in with heavy breathing (exercise and anxiety). They attach up into the back of the head where they can affect cranial nerves.
Occipital neuralgia can lead to various symptoms.
Both SSRIs and MDMA seem to have some effects on the cranial nerves. One scenario is that after the cranial nerves are already cranky from MDMA, musculoskeletal issues (scalene activation with anxiety) further irritate the nerves.