Always an option, brother.. Been in my mind but we fooled around a little.
I think I like the thought of being wanted and desired... feels kinda nice.
She expects a call today when I get off (no pun) but my MO is avoidance. Probably not the most healthy option for me but fuck I ain't fuckin erry tom, sue and whatsit indahood damn I can barely post a nude here.
Schiz that thought is in my head now thanks theinly way I know of getting is out is executing the program. Says I can do anything i wish. Oh god what a draw more than drugs I dose another coupla benzos and maybe it fades off but been so
looooong....
Keep ya posted.