I am speaking for my own personal experience...
The honeymoon will end...
It is the drug that is EVERYWHERE, and nowhere. It is one of the hardest things to locate anywhere outside of your local comfort zone. Most people "know" someone who can get it, but if they don't use or never have they could react poorly, fucking up your head on that search, like don't ask the wrong cab driver.
To my point, you are still snorting, that will end the first or second time you see a GP, then it is not, "Hey let's do some shit and drink more and stay up all night", you will start to spend more time with that person who first smoked you out, possibly picking up from them or mooching the kick downs. but at some point you will have to start paying for yourself, and here's where things get interesting, complicated, confusing, dangerous, and EXTREMELY risky.
NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS, you WILL take extremely unnecessary risks with your life to procure it at SOME point. Once you are in "the program" you will quickly find others like you, "NEW", and most are not that bright and f up pretty quickly. Because you will be dealing primarily gang members (bikers too) or people closely affiliated with violent gangs. Now you say no that will never happen. YES it will. You say "I am not worried about the dark side, I was born in it" , I say sure, OK. I have respect for the gangs and the 1% because I am a non-conformist, but EACH one of them have been in situations they wish they weren't, some funny, some cop, some whore, and some nightmare shit. It CAN make you make worse decisions than Tequila- all in an effort to just get it- because the person you are buying from now that gives you the "sweet deal on your g or teener" most likely will not be the same person in a year. You might fall outta favor with them for acting fn stupid in some way, or them going to jail, or simply not slanging anymore because it is too risky. Even if you are one of the bright ones the odds are against you as far as maintaining the feeling of the person you are right this minute, you will change, in some ways that are not that important...really. But you will change in ways you wish you wouldn't.
First and foremost, DEPENDENCY, I am very well experienced with most everything and was an, "I havent tried that before, lets do it kinda guy" since HS. Never dependent on anything, rather, we did whatever the girls wanted to do-that was it. But the the "ish" comes out of the "clouds" begin. It isnt ugly yet, because you have a friendship circle that doesn't smoke, but if or when it does, it will soon fracture big time. There will be moochers, who wanna be the best friend of the big bag owner which will say and do anything to maintain favor, there is the big bag who will eventually get sick of kicking down, the smart one who never does use, the stupid one who is a fucking blow it, but you will ALL stop trusting one another completely at some point. You also will not feel comfortable at some point-usually soon-around anyone else who doesn' t use. "Sketching" on "can they tell", "do they know"...Usually people can't tell, when you are most nervous about if, they can easily.
I can write a book about the lifestyle, and could keep going, because I have the endorphin's pumping now. But in a cut it short summation, stick to your craft beers, kush, and MDMA and maybe some lines of coke(80's) or shit(90's) on the weekend as a wake me up for the sex after the bars or to drink more. But leave it at that. Because you will find ways to cope with the changes, fore they will come, but dont kid yourself...they will. I eat EVERYDAY, sleep almost EVERYDAY as well, but I am not healthy and I know it, you will have teeth, hair and skin problems...Guaranteed.
At first, you wont travel with a baggy and a GP for no reason...ever. But at some point it will never be more than 20 feet (more like 3') away from your carrier.
But good luck, and if you want advice...run from it. because most vices you can take or leave and ultimatly have the ability to say it makes me feel great and hasn't really taken anything away from me.
This one will, remember you never know whats around the next corner, what it will do to your own body, and no one plans to fail, no one.
Jail is a constant concern but usually a minor possibility with other things