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Stimulants Tweaked out of my mind dying

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passawillow

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I'm not actually dying, actually far from it. I had my first bump of ice today and I found out its nothing like its portrayed in the media, which is what I suspected and doesn't surprise me whatsoever, but I like to know things for myself. I'm talking about the devils drug, the drug that will take your soul, make you forget what it means to feel, not even once; that kind of shit. I've heard you wont care about anything else, but in my experience, and its not much experience at all; I've actually cared more about things on it. Let me explain, I was having conversations with some good friends most of the night, getting deeper than usual and just overall really enjoyable. Its not a daily thing or even a weekly thing but I think the very occasional bumps shared by some friends is a good idea and a nice chill experience. I know no one plans on being an addict, but I trust my self control and judgement. I was even talking to my parents for a good 40 minutes about some serious shit; lit the entire time, and I was convincing. Luckily it was an intense subject so my wide eyes and willingness to respond at length to anything wasn't misplaced. I wouldn't even say i'm not myself. More like I'm wide awake, calm as i have ever been, almost eerily calm, and ready to take on an army. And before i took the army on I would talk about 100 different scattered random subjects with them because I get the same talkative feeling I get from xtc, just without all of the massive amounts of love. But is this the honeymoon phase? Is it really so easy to lose control of yourself and your actions? I can't imagine it, but I want to know if i'm just seeing a pretty mask of a drug that's going to reveal itself to be a ugly motherfucker. I think its key that I don't use it to run, or to stop feeling. I just use for the enjoyable experiences, but I could be naive in believing in moderation? Just saw my title again I guess every second that passes is another second closer to your death so really we are all dying. Lets not make it a race.
 
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I read that whole thing & still dont know what drug you ingested, but I know its not an opiate.......Do you have any benzos? Like a xanax or Valium? If so, ttake one .....
 
I have no idea what is going on here. Are you having a bad time or a good time? What are you on?

Most destructive drugs seem positive at first. Most addicts believed they wouldn't be addicts in the beginning.
 
I just need to know if its a mistake to look at meth in a lighter light or is it really as life changing and addictive as is widely believed.
 
Its very addictive & life changing if your doing it every day........people doing meth go on binges & stay up for days, does that sound healthy or good for your body & mind?

You seem to be on the honeymoon phase.......just don't get carried away with it & if you think you may need sleep but can't cause you're too wired, pop a Valium or xanax.

Also, it seems meth makes you introspective & compassionate towards others.......stimulants can cause this.
 
It most definitely IS a mistake to take it as a light drug. It is NOT a light drug. All hard drugs start off happy and innocent and before you know it you're banging 2 grams a day, hearing people plotting to kill you from your second story window (this one is all too common), seeing shadow people, and you haven't slept in 9 days and you weigh 115 pounds. I used to trust my self-control too until I realized I didn't have any. I've run through just about every addiction known to man. TREAD CAREFULLY. You sound incredibly foolish, no offense seriously, but just read around these forums for Christ's sake. Search ampetamine psychosis and you'll come to find the majority of people's stories start out just like yours. :)
 
Yeah, I'd say after 5-10 times the honeymoon phase is gone, unless you're taking MASSIVE breaks, we're talking months-years here. I feel it's the same way with any drug though. After about 5 doses of opiates I stopped getting that warm feeling in my chest and now they just calm me down. After smoking weed 5 times, It stopped almost being a full blown trip, and just chills me out. After using benzo's about 5 times, they no longer get me feeling like alcohol does, just chills me out.

Honestly most drugs have a very very short honeymoon phase. GHB and Alcohol are two I've found that every time I do them, the euphoria is the same though. Maybe something to do with their extremely short half lives.
 
FUCK METH!
I'm so sick of this shit being around!
Go ahead people, get mad all you want at me.. but this shit is ruining society and not to mention peoples lives!
I did it ONCE on accident, was supposed to be MDMA (this was in '05).
I've expressed my views on this drug before and won't go into it again.

Just please people who read this.. think twice before your next dose.
Someday that very dose WILL BE YOUR LAST. (Interpret how you want).

-HOOD
 
Some people are not fine with meth. Some people are fine with meth.

I have mates who have gone completely off the rails and other mates who did on weekends 10 years ago for a period of a few years and haven't touched it again since.

I have mates who will treat themselves to a point or two on a weekend once every couple of months and mates that will bang a couple of points up their arm in one shot every weekend and disappear to their room to watch porn for 48 hours.

If you use it regularly, it's pretty bad for your heart and pretty bad for your mind....when you've returned to normality (come down) and had a sleep and something to eat, look back at how you described the experience. Being open, conversing with anyone, perfectly calm yet ready to take on an army....imagine how easy it is to get addicted to that state of mind. Because it doesn't seem to "fuck you up" to a large degree and is relatively non threatening (and feels fucking awesome) it is realll easy to let your usage get away from you and start finding excuses to slot it into everyday life.

Also - it doesn't always feel like this if you start using it with any degree of regularity. The nice social euphoric aspect of it will usually disappear with repeated use and you might just find yourself sucking on a glass pipe in a room of sketchy cunts talking meaningless scattered shit for days on end.

It's something that can be fun in moderation, but something that warrants keeping a very tight rein on your consumption levels and how often you do it.

So just be careful.
 
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You sound like a major fucking tool as far as im concerned. You think what happened to everybody else ain't gonna happen to you. Best of luck, superman.

CartoonHead said:
you might just find yourself sucking on a glass pipe in a room of sketchy cunts talking meaningless scattered shit for days on end.
Click to expand...

aye
 
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To those asking/commenting on ADHD... Yes, that very well may be a dx for the op, as amphetamines are generally not chill drugs as someone said.

To the op... I know speed can make you feel invincible, but I promise you are not :) just be careful.
 
I View Methamphetamine as a Poison with Ejoyable Intoxicant Symptoms Not so much A Drug I Believe Using Pharmaceutical Amphetamines may Not Be as Intense and shouldn't Be Done More then Once A Month Unless you Enjoy Heart Damage lol. Pharmaceutical Adderal for Example Same thing way weaker BUT IT IS CLEANER NOT CLEAN still bad to do everyday or Often But even Cocaine I think is a Better Option again only once a Month I did My Research on vascular Recovery and Stimulant Usage and even with A.D.D. everyday Usage can't BE FOREVER you NEED TO STOP TO REPLENISH DOPAMINE.
 
I;ve fucked around with meth. I enjoy it, that is why i have only done it around half a dozen times. and snorted a few more times.

i'll pick it up again (not on purpose) in the future sometime and then leave it again. this is not the case for most people though,
for you to even write a post like that - be very careful. you know what you are getting yourself into.

for all hard drugs, the bad side-effects seem over hyped at the early stages. just a matter of time for them to come out. but in some cases, like with meth, they are not over hyped. more ike under hyped. meth turns people into people that are not them.

and yes, meth can be very chill, depending on heaps of things. but for a lot of it, it can be chilll. even if you don't have add.
 
I took meth a few times and hated it every time. The last time I did it it was only because I couldn't get coke and I had put off all my work for most of my classes at my university til the last fucking week and I was up ALL WEEK getting my stuff done and the last couple of days I was lying strung out on my couch hallucinating that smoking tendrils were rising from the floor and seeing "movements" out of the corners of my eyes every few seconds...fuck meth. It's a terrible drug and I truly believed I was going to have a heart attack and die.

I still do coke though.
 
Yeah we're about on the same page. I don't plan on using it with any regularity, probably spaced out between months, honestly I think this could is the drug that I should just leave alone Now that I've experienced it. Looking back on that long ass paragraph just reminds me how tweaked I was? I just wanted some opinions and this was helpful
 
smoking it is a whole different experience. I still am not going to go out of my way to get it over other drugs, but damn it is pretty fun watching the shit slide around in a liquid form with vapor just like babahhddjddjdneben meth

I wouldnt snort it often though, terrible for your nose (surprise surprise)

I also put a little bit in a nasal spray bottle and use it like you would nasal spray, although most of it just winds up being orally digested im sure some of it goes through the nasal passages

i use that method just to wake up really
 
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