http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yHrEykOGpo&feature=related
And does anyone else get that female.. comfort.. thing.. ? After hitting some DMT and closing your eyes.. those soft colours seem like they are a friendly woman.. It's hard to explain.
YES! i think i know exactly what youre talking about. it threw me off at first.. as the experience became more intense simple visions of fractals and classic tryptamine visuals began to take form, creating this pulsating 'beings' that stretched from the celing to the floor and grew all around me, surrounding me almost. i def wouldnt call them pixies; entities for sure tho.
the prescence shook me at first to be honest. i remember laying back and feeling as if a feminine prescence was with me, assuring me that all was well. it felt overwhelming but sincere..
when i closed my eyes, i felt her calmness go over me and it felt almost as if the visuals moved in and she began to massage my body with vibrations as she pulsated and morphed inside my mind. i felt almost like their were tentacles that wrapped around me and stretched all over the room, and were moving up and down my body relaxing my muscles and mind.. i remember thinking she was a goddess of some sort.
there was a certain familiarity to it all, but out of the probably hundred plus times ive smoked dmt, i only had this experience once. i always feel a female/feminine prescence, but this particular time she showed herself to me. it was a batch of synthetic that was small clear shards, that had turned slightly orange at the tips. im sure its origin is irrelevant but any other time ive had dmt it was extracted from bark. ive had some great batches but tbh the synthetic blew them all out of the water..
ive also had a 4ho-met experience at around 50-60mg that produced visuals very similar, but that sharp feminine prescence was not there.
..visually, kinda resembled the 'net of being' drawing by alex grey if you know what i mean..only it wasnt just 3d faces there were appendages; more to it. theres also a pencil sketch in his newest book that looks even more similar to what im trying to describe.i wish i was an decent artist i'd def try to draw it to see if others are familar w this beautifully insane phenom. its really difficult to put into words but that is ther closest i can come to describing what it/she looked/felt like to me
@rick(and everyone else, of course)- does any of this sound familiar to you? it wasn't just the colors and the feeling; the prescence i saw and felt had definate form.. regardless, its always very cool to hear someone else mention something similar. : )
sry for the long post guys; this has just been something that has fascinated me for yrs since the experience