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really? im surprised your app was unsuccessful...
massive lol to the turd on the 1st green, that cracked me up!.
Edit: as for the app, yeah, I guess it was unsuccessful but I'm not submitting another one cuz I already had it in at 1 point. Maybe its in my PM. Who knows
Massive tweaker post ahead!
I used to use alot of amps at work, sometimes it was the onlly way i could make work fucking bearable.lol
Well right now it feels that way. I just don't want my legs to hurt constantly,that's all. When I take addy it's almost like my legs djnt hurt as much, I can bust some fucking work out, and even if I don't "feel it" except on moderate doses it still serves its purpose and for me that's so I can focus and concentrate and like standing on my feet all day. It helps me like opiates did and occasionally still do.
I just abused my script cuz I just got prescribed it again for the first time in a long ass time and I figured for one I wouldn't end up in the ER, no of course not me. Well damn was I wrong. I just underestimated it and thought that I could abuse the fuck out of it, was barely eating while working 8 hour days of physical labor at the golf course. I figured that since I've taken concerta, Ritalin ir (I think they're the same just ER and IR but don't know. That, adderall at one point, stratera, and probaly a bunch of other shit, plus Prozac and tons if different anti depressants since like age 13 for depressents, and about 6-7 years for the ADHD meds. Never abused them before but back in 2008 (I think) till 2010 when I went to rehab and they yanked me ct off both concerta 54mg and Prozac so I never went back on em till I went to the sub program in nov and got back on Prozac but not amps. I just was recently hearing how nice amps are and all that and I guess in just trying to see what it was all about but now I know it's not meant for crazy doses that I was taking. I'm sure I won't get prescribed a 50 mg XR for the day whether I have 2 jobs and can't focus or not but I'm sure if I took it as prescribed and just on the days I work (M-F unless I get this second job) except for occasional abuse if I got extra.
I'm sure a low dose, even 15-20 mgs or anything at this point would work. Something is better then nothin, that's for sure. I just can't abuse them if I get it. I'm not sure if my first script I got on 4/17 is on my insurance cuz I paid cash even tho my doc visit was on my insurance. My family doc wouldn't bill it to insurance cuz I gotta see a physch doc to continue a script but she wrote one for a month and I ate it in a week like a fucking retard. Lol but I told her that I got one cash back in feb when I didn't have insurance so it wouldn't be on there and she knew all the amps I took when I was younger and shit. I only moved here at age 15. She just didn't feel comfortable writing it but I told her the last doc wrote it and that it helped and I just wanted another refill so she hooked it up.
Now I got a appt with a counselor (I think) on the 12th and my psych doc appt for hopefully a refill if my adderall on the 22nd. So I guess we will see how it goes.
As for the shit on the green it was hilarious. First off this guy is like 32, drinks a handle of Kentucky gentleman in a night and drinks a lot at wirk lately, has 2 dui's and is in a program for both. So he's on probation and now that I'm back he's smoking everyday. He's gonna get busted eventually. But yeah this guy is always shiting cuz of all the whiskey and spicey food he eats. Well he calls me cuz I was at home and wasn't gonna work. Well he goes "Timmy, man, I just shit my pants on #1 green and i feel like total shit where are you? And I told him I'll be there in 20 (this is like 1030 this morning and I know he was on 1 green around 630). So I smoked him up and he was like dude if you didn't show up it would have went home. Funny thing was if the kid at work didn't have my adderall I wouldn't have went in cuz I felt like shit. But I got him high and he seemed a little better except we all shit on him (lol) whenever we can now. He's never gonna live it down.
Ot: hit a bong when I got home and I'm still feeling ok on these amps, as told by the tweaker post. Whoops