Well batches of ethylphenidate have varied considerably. The powder is weak but fairly pleasant, the crystal, i've had about 4 or five good batches and i binge, used to be 3 grams in 24/36 hours, usually spent masturbating with a half hard on, sometimes reduced to an acorn, but when you get a full boner....KABOOM!!!!
Anyway, i've not long finished a 2 gram binge of a crystal which didn't feel right. Gave me the horn and rush but later got rather trippy. I wont go into the 'wow maaaan' explanation, but staring at trees, woodwork, and doors was interesting to say the least. I felt quite antisocial and wandered around alone. It also made me feel nauseous. This was definitely cut with something.
I should not be doing stims because i am a certified loon, and yes they can/do exasperate negative thinking, but the wank sessions are bliss, apart from acornism, half hardons alright, and when you eventually get hard, you orbit the moon and back.
Put me off it to be honest. At least meph was consistent, never really had psychotic episodes with it. Oh well.
are there any consistent fairly mild stims, 5apb?