I can drive a car now, something else I never thought I’d be doing again. If I can just get over this awful anxiety/fears about everything death, injury, religion etc. Sometimes my mind blocks it out but it’s hard whilst being bored to death.
This drug has killed everything I liked doing, I haven’t bought anything other than food for the past 5 months. I used to shop on Amazon all the time and buy clothes and stuff. Now nothings fun at all. I get around town just to kill time. I wish it meant something like it used to.
I might try an antidepressant but I know they have their own problems, I’m running out of options at this point.