To those who say the “trauma” from being in a psych ward is what caused our deppresion thats bullshit.
I would rather belive that was the case thats easier to belive.. but its invega guys.
So when i was in the psych ward that i got injected with invega, that was my 8th time being committed.
Although i find being committed annoying when its happening(some nurses are on an obvious power trip and cant get in trouble its a fucked system trust me)
It has not traumatized me.
Having spent an accumulated total of 6 months involuntarily committed I have figured out how to trick the nurses into thinking i am taking the meds when in fact i was not.
So, i was unmedicated the time before getting injected.
At this point i had been in the psych ward for a month.
I had all emotions 100%
All my energy 100%
Euphoria 100%
This is after a month of quote unquote “trauma”
Ok?
Day after being injected i feel like the worst i have felt in my life. Exactly how antipsychotics make me feel.
And guys, every time (preinvega) that i leave a psych ward i NEVER get “post psychosis depression”
Well unless im actively taking antipsychotics.
As long as im not on the paych drugs im fine.
Take it from someone whos had this happen over and over again, it is invega, its not your mental illness and its not karma.