1 year, 10 months later.
After my one 234mg invega or 154mg shot...can't remember. life is hard. I had all the side effects, the only one remaining is the block on my receptors and burping.
Their is hope though, slowly my mind has been coming back however i still have problems. I dont see my parents much, i dont have any friends, no job.
Theirs like an evil side of me that refuses to go away. I have to focus and when i do i can feel the muscles on my neck tense. I mean imagine that you knowingly keep doing the wrong thing. A normal person corrects themself but when i try to its like my physical body refuses it.
I've been smoking cigs for the last year, i also take an hr bath every night. I'll try the coconut water, ill have to wake up at 6 am for my whole foods since i'm afraid of big open public places. Worth it tho.
(if you are still reading, sometimes i can picture a white light and in it are little organisms moving around) i didnt know about nanotechnology until i read these last few post.
According to my therapists i have o.c.d., paranoia, and i think the world revolves around me. Maybe this is why it's taking so long to get out of my system.
Oh and when i push the spot where i got the shot, it's like a jolt of invega that ruins my day.
Any more advice is great. I feel less alone.