I have still yet to try oxymorphone. Never even seen it IRL. From what I gather from people on here you either love it or not regardless of experience with other opioids.
I think that it is probably the most diverted pain killer per percentage of people being prescribed it. I know the quantity of oxy preparations on the street is higher, but for the amount of people scripted Opana, I think a higher percentage of them flip off at least most of their script compared to that of oxy.
They are a gold mine, especially for those people that are scripted them but don't like them, and know how much they go for on the street. The few people that I know that get prescribed both Opana and oxy, keep the oxy for themselves, and flip off the Opana. There will always be people that prefer one over the other, but it seems that most prefer oxy.
and i will say by doing this it made me really depressed and sick to my stomach, you dont realize how much you spend and how many bags you do until something like this and i regret even doing this cause it made me really mad and sad..this is easy over a years worth, not sure how many months past a year but id say its a solid years worth
It's crazy how careless we get over time. Keeping them in a can like that isn't all that bad, but I remember when I wouldn't keep any evidence of empties. I would at least cut up the stamps with a scissor until you couldn't even make out what it was, or crumple them up and go for a walk to either toss them in someones trash can if it was garbage night and they were at the curb, or I would just drop them down the sewer. Then over time I just started to crumble them up and bury them a bit in the garbage in my house, and now, I just toss them in the garbage in my room. For a few weeks, all that was in my garbage was rubber bands, and stamp bags that were just ripped in half, and anybody that ever saw one would know what it was still.
On another note, I should be straight by now if I get a call back for this job and need to piss for them. I didn't really kick much, but still have them restless legs, and I can fall asleep at a decent time, but I wake up so early now, and then end up tired all day. I'm not tempted to use at all because I would be seriously screwing myself over at any chance of a job with this company, and they are one of the major ones that actually hires around me, so it's not worth it to risk it. The thing that sucks though, is I'm just playing the waiting game now, so it's not like getting high at this point would get in the way of things. The obvious benefit is that I won't have to kick if I am hired, or have to keep a habit up to stay well.
chinky said:
if i went out to eat with one of my dudes and he ordered just a salad and made sure the dressing was fat free, id prolly get up and go find a table by myself or atleast make him do a shot of jager and goldshlager...something to man up the situation.
There's something wrong with that statement. "Man up, have a shot of Jager." I think that a whiskey or bourbon may be the only things that could redeem the manly-hood of the person.
