Getting messed up.
Thing is, I'm a hoarder by nature, and right now the thing I'm hoarding is drugs, drugs, drugs. Course, when you've got a big stockpile of drugs, it's tempting to use the damn things, so I've been doing just that. Today, I did a G of of ephylphenidate I got as a freebie -I only planned to do a small line, but ended up doing the whole damn bag. So now, I'm buzzing my tits off, and am gonna dig into my new etizolam package I got through today, and calm myself down a bit, maybe even get a couple hours kip if I'm lucky. Unlikely though: I binged the whole gram 8 hours ago, and I'm still rushing hard; I forget these RC's a pure - 98% pure, if my vendors to be believed - so I need to adopt a less is more approach. The 8 mgs of etizolam have really calmed down those rushes, though.
I might get myself a couple g's of synthacaine this week; the effects are supposed to be like "diet coke". It's cheap too: for the price of a single gram of coke, you can get 5 grams of this stuff; no wonder RC's are superseding illicit drugs in the clubbing scene. I've not done stimulants for years now, but now I've got enough benzos to last me almost a year, at the rate i use them, I might as well see what the fuss is about with these RC's. Are there any you've tried, or are you strictly a benzoman? There are so damn many; I could use some recommendations tbh -it's actually quite confusing the sheer amount out there.
How you been doin yourself, benzoman? I read in a post you got burned for some etizolam powder; did they refund your order in the end? Also, has it put you off using powders. I still swear by em myself; you pay at least half as much than the pills, even less if you buy large orders. The only drawback is dosing it, but I've got that down to a fine art myself. Only reason I've not been buying powder is I've been buying generics from this vendor, and their prices are so cheap, it's hard to believe. The pills are excellent quality, too: as good as any blistered pills I've used. I got 300 etizolam and a G of EP for twenty bar shy of a tonne in cockney bunce, if you get me. And they're always offering discounts, too, sometimes 25% .
I know this comes close to sourcing, which is verboten on BL, so I'll stop here. I'll delete this if it breaks any rules.