Maybe you should stop while you can. I once had a small prescription for percocet demi after dental surgery. It was my first time with opiates. I had a few pills, just enough to manage the pain for a few days. I took a lot of drugs in my life, but I knew opiates were something different. Those were like a warm blanket that keep you out of all worries, I was euphoric and a bit dissociated. And, the panic that came when starting to come down from a pill, trying to wait a bit longer to not run out too quick. When out of my pills, I asked my dentist something else than opiates to manage the pain, she gave me some strong anti-inflammation pills.
I got some dilaudid after a surgery a few years after, those were never as fun and enjoyable as my first contact with oxycodone. I got a bunch of codeine after, those were much weaker, no panic while coming down.
Outside of these 3 scripts, I never took opiates, and I don't plan to. My first contact with oxycodone was a strong warning. At least, I wasn't naive, I had a bunch of experience with addiction under my belt, mostly ket and mdma, I was able to recognize the warning signs, they were bright red for me.
Maybe you could take a look at iboga, kambo, or something else to help you with your addiction. I loved microdosing tabernanthe elliptica, much more trippy than regular iboga at small dose for microdosing.
I got some dilaudid after a surgery a few years after, those were never as fun and enjoyable as my first contact with oxycodone. I got a bunch of codeine after, those were much weaker, no panic while coming down.
Outside of these 3 scripts, I never took opiates, and I don't plan to. My first contact with oxycodone was a strong warning. At least, I wasn't naive, I had a bunch of experience with addiction under my belt, mostly ket and mdma, I was able to recognize the warning signs, they were bright red for me.
Maybe you could take a look at iboga, kambo, or something else to help you with your addiction. I loved microdosing tabernanthe elliptica, much more trippy than regular iboga at small dose for microdosing.