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Lysergamides Issy's first time on LSD crystal

Here is a picture of my LSD blotter stash. I have a larger and more varied amount dissolved in alcohol.



For the purposes of this discussion, note that I purchased each type as a sheet of 100 tabs. Never leas. They come respectively from Australia, the US, and Germany.

The white-on-white was sold as GG 200 ug by one vendor and the small dark one on the middle as DS 3.0 by another. It’s all dark web sourced.

On average each a blotter from each sheet provided me a similar experience when I took one tab (estimated at 100-115 ug). This experience was invariably good with enormous euphoria, crackerjack visuals involving both ‘trails’ and incredible shifts in color that often integrated with my emotions, almost always the euphoria and also my thought patterns were highly influenced by the music I listened to and I would often fine tune things by changing music. At this mimimum dose I was always able to walk around my neighbourhood and be gobsmacked by how beautiful it is (even though, actually, it is not). I was also able to enter shops and make purchases after the peak passed - around T=0+3,hrs.

Note than when I was on my 20’s (30 years ago) just one tab would totally mind fuck me and I would love the first 3-4 hours of shits and giggles bit then everything would go dark and I would become sketched out and unable to sleep -,more than once hitting the ER to get tranquillised.

But, I believe it is me that has changed not the acid. 30 years ago I was one traumatised and fucked up young man who went on to have major addictions, 3 rock bottoms, involuntary in-patient psychiatric treatment, ECT, and years on different neuroleptic drugs. Between 21 and 50 I never touched a psychedelic except magic mushrooms twice in Bali (which I enjoyed).

In the last 3 years I have had highly varied but always positive experiences from the tabs shown in the picture above. It actually seems, again on average, that there has been more variation BETWEEN TABS ON THE SAME SHEET, than between the sheets themselves.

Also, as the subject of sleep has been mentioned a few times. I have not had problems sleeping after tripping on this stuff. Moreover when taking 3 or more tabs I am actually so exhausted after 10 or 12 hours that I just fall into a very deep 8-10 hour sleep or longer. This is amazing because I normally have bad insomnia.

When I have given first time users 1 tab of any of the above tab they have reported intense whole body euphoria, followed by either an intensely visual or an intensely auditory experience (interestingly one or the other -,not both even from the same sheet). One girl was so wracked with euphoria whe seemed to be orgasming all ny herself continuously for a good 20 minutes as she peaked. Another just could not stop touching herself all over. All came through it smiling, peaceful and relaxed, a little bit introspective, good humoured, and keen to do it again.
 
. That's in the UK. Every sheet I've ever bought has been shit. You think the world outside the UK has better quality acid?

There may be an issue with the UK. I have tried several times to buy from UK vendors who offer to ship worldwide and every single time I have been ripped off or scammed. I’d say I got fucked around by 4 different UK vendors. One major one fucked me around 3 times. Never received a single order.

In contrast in maybe 20 orders in 2 years from different vendors in Germany, the US, and Australia I have had a 100 % success rate in getting what I ordered and at an average per tab cost of around USD 5.

The only thing I would say about Australian vendors is that even the best one is not above hyping the strength of his tabs and charging a premium price. They are good acid but I can’t tell the difference between 115 ug tabs I bought from him a year ago for $7 and supposedly 240 ug ones he supply me a month ago for $15.

I think in future I will only buy tabs sold as 100-115 ug and for no more than $7 per tab -,no matter where I source them.
 
No more patronizing than your original comment about people who do not believe in theories like that.

Could there be pleasure in feeling like one knows secret truths and has a better understanding than, say, regular mindless dopamine junkie sheeple?
The patronization was the suggestion practical assumption that I personally take pleasure from such an imagination and themes.

I can assure you I take absolutely zero fun in life here. Life is not about fun. That is one false presentiment stuck firm in many minds.

It could be, should be, would be IMO. But it ain't, and we are beong properly fully flogged.

Science is a tool/concept invented by the few to prevent the masses from ever deciphering the truth.

It is facts. We are so limited and dumbed down. Fenced in. Presented with utter illusion.

Some of us are just trying to see beyond that rather than succumb to a convenient belief system and as so commonly phrased trusting the science.

In my own case there is again zero thrill, dopamine or pleasure in these stretches and scaffolds of imagination.
 
Science is a tool/concept invented by the few to prevent the masses from ever deciphering the truth.

It is facts. We are so limited and dumbed down. Fenced in. Presented with utter illusion.

Some of us are just trying to see beyond that rather than succumb to a convenient belief system and as so commonly phrased trusting the science.
WOW....just wow....now I see where you're coming from.
The TRUTH is that virtually anyone who can afford a computer and drugs for that matter can afford to learn even a basic understanding of virtually anything scientific if THEY HAVE INTELLIGENCE and DEDICATTION TO UNDERSTAND it.
Science is not some secret tool designed to prevent the majority from understanding how things work.
You or almost anyone on bluelight could even take an online course in pretty much any scientific discipline....the beauty of the SCIENTIFIC METHOD is that its provable and disproveable by other people....that's exactly how you can tell if anything is bullshit or if it's actually true and not just something you want to be real.
If you have a theory scientists are expected to challenge that theory by trying to disprove it by running their own experiments under the same conditions and observing how the outcome compares sith the claim.
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How do you think Albert Hoffman made LSD in the first place????
Chemistry or Gamdalf's staff?
There is most definitely a point where taking psychedelics too often makes you completely delusional and the worst part about being delusional is that you yourself are too deluded to be able to notice it.
 
WOW....just wow....now I see where you're coming from.
The TRUTH is that virtually anyone who can afford a computer and drugs for that matter can afford to learn even a basic understanding of virtually anything scientific if THEY HAVE INTELLIGENCE and DEDICATTION TO UNDERSTAND it.
Science is not some secret tool designed to prevent the majority from understanding how things work.
You or almost anyone on bluelight could even take an online course in pretty much any scientific discipline....the beauty of the SCIENTIFIC METHOD is that its provable and disproveable by other people....that's exactly how you can tell if anything is bullshit or if it's actually true and not just something you want to be real.
If you have a theory scientists are expected to challenge that theory by trying to disprove it by running their own experiments under the same conditions and observing how the outcome compares sith the claim.
W
How do you think Albert Hoffman made LSD in the first place????
Chemistry or Gamdalf's staff?
There is most definitely a point where taking psychedelics too often makes you completely delusional and the worst part about being delusional is that you yourself are too deluded to be able to notice it.
That isn't what I am saying. It's too reductionist for a start.

I've no energy to bash it out. I'm not trying to offend anybody.

I'm a genuine truth seeker.

I live day at a time. Life is so knife edge for me due to bery severe abnormal Nerve damaging multiple long Covids.

Lyme Disease from 2005 was life wrecking but pales like distant ship smoke vs the impact Covids have had.

Like I say there is absolutely no fun or interest in any of this for myself I'm genuinely trying to look for the absolute truth in all things and please don't try to suggest that we are anywhere near to that collectively as a race and current breed which is what we are after all.

I'm also not trying to present myself as some sort of enlightened gifted visionary or anything at all I'm just another stupid dumb mortal who will be lucky to decipher a single absolute truth in this lifetime. But I try.
 
Anyway. @Ismene2 am sorry man. I was just making a point about the great lie I believe science and history to be on the whole.

I stirred up some been in the process.

Not fair on you for one. I'll stop now.

I don't need to be agroing with anybody either. I need some peace. I have ultra serious depression and nerve damage, anxiety to somehow handle along with major physical shit already.

I was not trying to incite or offend anybody. But the point I made about how we are virtually conditioned from day one to be very selfish and seek maximum dopamine in the time that we have is actually very valid.

And I rejected the assertion that I actually enjoy fantasising way outside of accepted science regarding so much.
 
The patronization was the suggestion practical assumption that I personally take pleasure from such an imagination and themes.

I can assure you I take absolutely zero fun in life here. Life is not about fun. That is one false presentiment stuck firm in many minds.

It could be, should be, would be IMO. But it ain't, and we are beong properly fully flogged.

Science is a tool/concept invented by the few to prevent the masses from ever deciphering the truth.

It is facts. We are so limited and dumbed down. Fenced in. Presented with utter illusion.

Some of us are just trying to see beyond that rather than succumb to a convenient belief system and as so commonly phrased trusting the science.

In my own case there is again zero thrill, dopamine or pleasure in these stretches and scaffolds of imagination.

I didn't intend to suggest that is the case. I can imagine there is a struggle for you, and i do believe you are a truth seeker.

I simply wanted to say that you shouldn't judge others with their worldviews as confirmation biased dopamine junkies because they might not be either. ...Well, to be fair, i think such a dismissal may be warranted if one has satisfactory arguments... But until then, no.

I do agree that some people are just chasing dopamine and don't care about truth, but it's a tricky thing to lay forth in this sense... It's kind of an endgame insult. One must really prove one is right in order to get to indulge so much in ones righteousness.

Peace
 
I didn't intend to suggest that is the case. I can imagine there is a struggle for you, and i do believe you are a truth seeker.

I simply wanted to say that you shouldn't judge others with their worldviews as confirmation biased dopamine junkies because they might not be either. ...Well, to be fair, i think such a dismissal may be warranted if one has satisfactory arguments... But until then, no.

I do agree that some people are just chasing dopamine and don't care about truth, but it's a tricky thing to lay forth in this sense... It's kind of an endgame insult. One must really prove one is right in order to get to indulge so much in ones righteousness.

Peace
Thank you. Peace too.
 
All this talk has led me to drop 3 of those allegedly 200 ug GG WoW tabs from my earlier picture. It was a bit rash because it’s only a couple of days since I dropped 3 or 4 tabs of an unbranded blotter and was clearly very tolerant and I’ve already taken 40 mg of dexamfetamine during the day. But when I got back from the gym it seemed like a good idea.

It’s been under my tongue for 40 minutes and I’m having some trouble typing this but not really feeling psychedelic as yet. I should probably go offline and lie down to some groovy music for a while I think.
 

Anyway. @Ismene2 am sorry man. I was just making a point about the great lie I believe science and history to be on the whole.

I stirred up some been in the process.

Not fair on you for one. I'll stop now.

I don't need to be agroing with anybody either. I need some peace. I have ultra serious depression and nerve damage, anxiety to somehow handle along with major physical shit already.

I was not trying to incite or offend anybody. But the point I made about how we are virtually conditioned from day one to be very selfish and seek maximum dopamine in the time that we have is actually very valid.

And I rejected the assertion that I actually enjoy fantasising way outside of accepted science regarding so much.
Its all good Auto - long as we dont take anything personal. Its certainly possible Im talking complete bollocks - it wouldnt be the first time 😁
 
Its all good Auto - long as we dont take anything personal. Its certainly possible Im talking complete bollocks - it wouldnt be the first time 😁
Lol no, I don't personally question this.

I have always felt LSD isn't always idenfical.

I am needing a good trip. I nearly dropped 1 mg of 1cP last few nights as I've only really a stock of clearnets now, but I can't physically take acid now cos of Cov...

10 tabs of 1cP truly catapults me in no time, it's kind of my favourite all time dose, you are in spaceless land so quick, you bypass the edgy comeup and it's blindingly slectacular instantly.

I adore 1mg straight coneups.

Never gotten nauseous from them either.

Even 600, fast transport but can be sickly a while.

My NS can't handle it thoufh at mo.


@Ismene2 thanks and for being so chill. Hope your day is good.

I'm in UK too, Bedford. Never realised you wete a fellow native haha.
 
What Im trying to get you to understand is why "critical thinking" whatever that means, should have any benefit when its based in complete ignorance. Lets get one thing clear - you dont have the foggiest idea how LSD works right? Not a fucking clue. Presumably you mean that according to what you have read on other drug boards "LSD is LSD and there can be no difference" so you are going to keep eating shit LSD for the rest of your life in blissful ignorance. Fair enough. I hope you have a good time.

It's like a primitive tribe sitting in a mudhut telling each other " An enormous metal object with wings? That flies through the sky? Critical thinking tells me only birds can fly". Meanwhile me and TripNz are sat outside in a 747 honking the horn and saying "I dont know how it works mate but Lets go for a fucking ride"

I do think its possible there are differences, and I often rail against it. @G_Chem always makes quality points. Just look at isomers and how we cant even tell which ones we have, and how its the same chemical. Apparently some are inactive, blah blah, according to... us, the people trying to make sense of stuff at BL, helping to drive the sort of intelligent drug user narrative? Take something like ketamine and the differences are night and day. I can literally only get CEVs off one isomer, racemic.

Maybe its psychological. But thats still something isn't it. And when you're on LSD, it's everything.

I tend think these substances, are way more powerful and knowing than we are. So what do I know.
 
Well that was all thunder and no rain…the first hour was full of promise but the whole thing subsided in 3 hours

…which is the agony of LSD tolerance…

(And this shit was pure GG man - like you never had in your life…i swear to you …😜👍)

Also, two hours frontloading on meth didn’t add much psychedelia I am sure 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫🔥💨💨💨
 
I do think its possible there are differences, and I often rail against it. @G_Chem always makes quality points. Just look at isomers and how we cant even tell which ones we have, and how its the same chemical. Apparently some are inactive, blah blah, according to... us, the people trying to make sense of stuff at BL, helping to drive the sort of intelligent drug user narrative? Take something like ketamine and the differences are night and day. I can literally only get CEVs off one isomer, racemic.

Maybe its psychological. But thats still something isn't it. And when you're on LSD, it's everything.

I tend think these substances, are way more powerful and knowing than we are. So what do I know.

I think it's according to scientific studies. I'm not 100% sure (more fun that way) but still pretty damn sure people didn't just guess when they concluded LSD isomers are inactive.

Of course other compounds may have other relationships between isomers. Ketamine for instance has two active but different stereo isomers, like you say. That's irrelevant. Racemic is an even mixture of (stereo) isomers, not an isomer itself. If you can only get CEV on racemic ket and not R or S, that's curious but still irrelevant.

I think it's very much more likely that something as powerful as LSD is capable of producing extremely variable responses, than that every article about LSD isomers is wrong and a manic tripping guy is right.

Does anyone really put more scientific faith in a manic tripping guy than 50 years of science?

Manic tripping guys have had billions of unrealistic ideas about differences between drugs, and magical thinking about drugs with nothing but a distorted personal experience and universal skepticism to back it up. People have been swearing by differences between different colored pills which are now known to have identical content. Placebo is really strong. Of course placebo is boring af as an explanation for anything but you can't just ignore it if you actually seek knowledge.

I mean yeah it COULD be, but...
 
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Does anyone really put more scientific faith in a manic tripping guy than 50 years of science?

When it comes to psychedelics definately. There hasnt been 50 years of research - psychedelic research stopped in 1966.

Would I go to a scientist who has never even taken it to tell me about the effects of 4acodmt or someone who has taken it 200 times? Hmm..let me think..
 
When it comes to psychedelics definately. There hasnt been 50 years of research - psychedelic research stopped in 1966.

Would I go to a scientist who has never even taken it to tell me about the effects of 4acodmt or someone who has taken it 200 times? Hmm..let me think..

EY
 
Lol no, I don't personally question this.

I have always felt LSD isn't always idenfical.

I am needing a good trip. I nearly dropped 1 mg of 1cP last few nights as I've only really a stock of clearnets now, but I can't physically take acid now cos of Cov...

10 tabs of 1cP truly catapults me in no time, it's kind of my favourite all time dose, you are in spaceless land so quick, you bypass the edgy comeup and it's blindingly slectacular instantly.

I adore 1mg straight coneups.

Never gotten nauseous from them either.

Even 600, fast transport but can be sickly a while.

My NS can't handle it thoufh at mo.


@Ismene2 thanks and for being so chill. Hope your day is good.

I'm in UK too, Bedford. Never realised you wete a fellow native haha.
Ive never explored 1cp - tried al-lad and felt too confused with it. What does 1cp do compared to lsd?

Passed thru bedford a couple of times..some industrial estate with a rehearsal room on it and then a big supermarket..
 
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