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When Did You Realize You Found Your DOC?

I have no fucking idea.

I guess when I realised I couldn't stahp.
 
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I didn't see what all the fuss about opiates was until I snorted oxycodone for the first time before going to work when I was in high school.
 
Probably the second time I hit up some buddha or the first time I tripped which was on LSD. Also the first time I IM'd ketamine though I suppose that first time nasal hole. Just knew they were all for me...
 
The first time I smoked weed I knew it would be part of a long time thing for me. Weed is very positive for me though and its really change my life for the better over 7 years of daily use. Not that I would recommend 365 days a year pot smoking to anyone but it works for me.

Oddly enough my second favorite drug oxycodone basically ruined my life for a while. Not that I blame the drug. It was the way I used the drug that was the problem.
 
I'm not sure if my DOC is heroin or ketamine at this point... I have so much experience with heroin and I find it more addictive than ketamine, but I just fucking LOVE ketamine.
 
after receiving pain killers before the age of twenty, already having a small taste for oxy and morphine at the time, as i was fresh to the opioid scene while getting out of years of tweaking.

that first 50mg pill of morphine that was prepped for me to IV grabbed me by the balls and hasnt let go since.
 
when all i wanted was that downtown brown. when i started sayning 'fuck an oxy' i knew where i was @
 
how did you find your drug of choice?

I started smoking weed at 15. at 15 I'd smoke weed, take ecstacy pills w/ the other guys/gals from school (graduated in 2000 so we were talking freshman year. I remember going to the movies to see a movie with my friends and we ALL TOOK E for the first time; it was so awkward, we left after 2 mins.

anyway, weed and psych stayed for few moths.

then I started getting to get more into the "party scene" as I got older;hitting clubs, making money, etc.

so my drugs became:
E
K
G
Crystal
Coke
and OC 80's which made me get the rest for a cheap price.

Well, I ended up getting arrested for selling and went away; before I left I SMASHED and ate all the opiates I had left to myself before going away.

went away; met BAD people; who happen to live near by me.

leave jail, start DOING 30's, get a habit, then boom, dope comes back into play as it did once before; from there DOPE TOOK OVER! DOPE, XANNY, DOPE, ANYTHING.. just DOPE mattered. my tolerance flew HIGH fast and I got insanely broke more than EVER before. came VERY close to ruining my life, and who knows, may still somehow.. but for no I am OFF DOPE and HAPPY AS FUCK!


Lived a life of drugs; drug problems and drug places. Met the WRONG people in jail, in-houses, rehabs, etc. finally they put me in a PSYCH WARD on my last OD 5 months ago; I yelled something about death while I woke up but I DEF was NOT trying to die; anyway, they kept me in the PSYCH WARD and starting me on my bupe. from there I saw people who were actually SICK in the head; not cuz of a drug we do. people who suffered real life problems and needed help; and it made me stop using easier (TRYING TO STOP). legit, seeing the WARD over the jail or rehab is a whole new experience.
 
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thats it? and you take when your are scripted? you MIGHT be safe, man. ha.
 
Watched Veronica Mars and the whole story line about how she was dosed with GHB and raped, decided I want to try it. Few months later found a whole bunch of gbl vendors online (that was back when gbl was legal in the UK), bought some, converted to GHB (simplest example of kitchen chemistry ever), drank it and enjoyed it very much.

Or ordered some AL-LAD this summer and found it wonderful, best psy as far as I'm concerned.

Or ordered some 5&6 apb this spring and figured out that 75mg of each is a magical combo for me. Too bad that they got banned soon after, all of them (5/6 mapb, 5/6 apdb) in the UK and just 5&6 apb in my country. Tried 5-apdb soon after that, but found it to be a shitty version of mdai. Recently I found an EU based vendor with all of them, tried 5/6 mapb and while they are nice it's missing the psy part od 5&6 apb. Mixed with a psychedelic they are however quite nice. Next order will be some 6-apdb.

Not sure which I prefer.
 
still ordering GBL online? I ordered GBL in my party drug days often and would always move bottles along; like you said, very easy process if you have 5 minutes to read. where I use to be "clubbing" in NY there would be people DROPPING from G'ing OUT left and right. the place knew drugs went on, since it was an afterhours, so once someone hit the ground they would just move them to a side room till you wake up. imagine that? sick, huh? I G'ed out there before but friends got me. also G'd out in a club right here in Boston around 03ish and had to get carried out.

What is Al-LAD?

you buy all legally in your country, huh? must be nice.
 
No, no more gbl online... after the UK ban it became harder and harder to find, there were some Polish and Dutch sites, but the ones I knew weren't scammers slowly closed. Last time I ordered it was in 2011. I think it's still available on certain dark web sites, but prices are a bit high. Luckily since I made my own, I knew exactly how much I was taking and never had a problem taking too much and passing out. I knew my dose and stuck to that (4g for a night out and after the peak if I wanted to extend it a beer or two, 5g for a night of good sleep). I'd never buy that G sold by caps in clubs, you never know how much is in there so overdosing happens. I also never took more than 1 dose per day, so I never got addicted.

AL-LAD is an LSD analogue, bit more euphoric and visual and a little shorter lasting... legal across all of Europe as far as I know - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AL-LAD
There's also LSZ, another LSD analogue, almost identical to lsd (lots of people say they couldn't distinguish between them in a double blind test) and again legal across all of Europe - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lysergic_acid_2,4-dimethylazetidide

AL-LAD and LSZ are 100% legal in my country (I know because the police once seized a few blotters, tested them and found out they couldn't charge me with anything... fuckers could at least return them afterwards, shit ain't cheap and it's not like they need all of them for a test, just cut off a small piece of each).
GBL I'm not so sure about, it's not on the prohibited substance list and I could never find a precursor list... but orders inside the EU generally skip customs anyway, so it's unlikely to get caught + they'd have to prove you're the one who ordered it in the first place (I know because I ordered something else illegal once, customs caught it, police asked if I knew anything about the package, denied everything and went home).
 
def. still avail. I have a friend in NY who still gets it but he might be buying from the street; it has always been a big drug out there but its nothing herein Boston.

I always did "caps" because I would always keep my G in a water bottle. so depending what type of cap I know how much G was needed. a regular polar spring sometimes would be fine if the G was good, sometimes 2 caps needed. a disani bottle had a big cap so half or one cap. thats how I judged it, ha. like I said, I never G'd out much but I had plenty of drops.

wow, 1 drop a day? I'd just a bottle a day at my worst. shit had me so fired up to LIVE LIFE; then at night I'd sleep like a baby.

I will never be an LSD guy.
 
Is this thread about asking people to share their stories of they found their drug of choice, or is it about you announcing that you have a big dick, challenging other people to get their dicks out, and then if they do get their dicks out, saying "Wow, is that little dick all the dick you have? It's such a small dick, when you compare it next to my dick, which is a big one."
 
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