@Negi
I am happy to answer any question you have about my personal experience with MehDMA. This is a long thread, and a lot of the comments get lost in it. Some of the things you are saying, however, are not my impression from having been an active participant in this thread for years now.
I personally feel that the observations of MehDMA have been remarkably consistent from person to person. There are small deviations, yes, but overall, people report the same things. That was why I tried to compile it all into a chart that would represent the majority of statements in this thread.
It can be hard to put the effects of drugs into words. I'm not Hunter S. Thompson, although I might have similar lofty aspirations.
One thing to keep in mind about Reddit or any other similar community is that most people are not testing their pills/crystals. I think that for many people, when they buy some stuff and it is not that great, they chalk it up to just being a bad batch and they move on. They assume it is something other than MDMA. They don't post about it, because it wasn't that impressive to begin with. The harm reduction community is a little bit different, because the harm reduction community is looking to test and know what things are in a more specific way. Even among the crew I used to hang with, people rarely wanted to test pills. When shit didn't hit right, "Oh well, that is just part of the deal when you are buying drugs." Not everyone is an analytical thinker. Not everyone wants to know "why" about everything.
I asked about set and setting and was told that you could be standing in front of your favorite band in a cheering crowd and want to be at home with a blanket.
That was my story. This has happened to me more than once. On one occasion, I wanted to fight someone. Rather than feeling any camaraderie or love for the other people in the audience, I legit wanted to punch someone in the face.
It is distinct experience, not always bad. There had been times during the rolls when i was telling myself it will be last time taking it.
I totally agree with this
@Simosom.
Do you believe that mehDMA would have the same therapeutic effects as magic MDMA?
I think it would be different, but I think there is some deep introspection potential there. It does not create that safe "everything is good" space, but it does cause you to look inward.
People have been repeatedly telling me that mehDMA doesn't need to match those symptoms at all.
Who is telling you that? Those are the most commonly stated characteristics I have seen noted in this thread.
As I said before, I am open to other explanations. However, if the problem was with me, then I would expect that at some point I would have given this MehDMA to someone and they would have blown up with a full on, euphoric, MDMA joyride. Someone, at some point, would have had a typically magical experience from the stuff. ESPECIALLY one of the drug-naive people that I have shared it with. How likely is it that all of these people all felt it was sub-par if the problem is with the people?