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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

*sigh* got a restock of 20 pills of ritalin 30mg so I'm basically sitting at home snorting ritalin because I don't know what else to do andd i'm bored and the right people aren't calling and every time the phone rings I run to it but the people who call I can't talk to cuz no then I get down,then I have to snort one more,it's kind of like "why are you snorting ritalin?" "uh cuz I have no idea what else to do" argh or ah any way I can't deal so another ritalin then I'm just going to lay down in my bed next to the phone blahblahblahblah
 
RyanM is turning it to a 'well rounded' drug addict these days, have fun while it last, we all eventually crash.

Sober for the most part: Buprenorphine & Klonapin (easing my dopesickness just fine, well almost just fine). I am going to do another bump here in a minute to try to relax my dope thinking mind a bit more, I really dont know where I would be if it wasnt for buprenorphine. Its such a handy drug. Oh, and a touch of weed. lazy day. I hate having to wait those 24 hours or so after using heroin to take bupe, I am in a quasi-state of withdrawl and have to wait untill I start to feel the anxiety/aches/chills/running nose to take it. Today was a hell day that I teetered on using H again [waiting for w/d's to be strong enough so I could take the bupe with out being thrown into w/d's which can be quite the messy ordeal if you take your bupe to soon when you have a habit] but this binge has to end and what better time than now.
 
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1,5 bacardi

0,5 smurf just before going home. sun is rising birds are singing

had some great conversation and sorted out thigs a bit

kisses
 
^^^glad to hear it, :)

I'm just sitting at my desk next to my open window really blazed and smoking out the window, listening to Bob Marley and listening to the rain. It is very chill. :)
 
gugglebum said:
"how great it is to actually get friends you can understand and how we help each other out I'm happy I found the friends I really needed"

I know you aren't going to listen to me/anyone here, but I'd feel guilty if I didn't tell you that those are NOT the friends you need.

... OK, that was a waste of time.
Just take it easy on the crack, Ryan.
Whatever.

This is so funny, but so sad, you just go back and forth every line between be careful/fuck it you're not about to listen anyway. :\
 
Nigga, we ON! lol, ive beeen drinking beer, brandy, smoking weed all night

definitely in the zone.

im fucked up, pimp.

l8


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john
 
Typical Friday, but on Saturday

Sake, then coming home and getting VERY stoned, then a hot shower (wow), now sitting naked and typing. I love this feeling.

My God, I wish I had a small group of party friends here. Yes, they'd be naked too. ;-)

MB
 
my highly fuckedup!!on valium methadome and heroin..
i can barely see my monitor whem i look at the screen it thacks a couple of sec to see what i typed LOL
 
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You know when you're just chillin late at night w/ your friends, and then you're kinda hungry, so you order pizza AND cheesebread, then you smoke a few bowls, and fuck around for a while, then you realize you're pretty hungry, right before you remember you ordered pizza and remind your friends, and then the pizza man calls to say he's downstairs? I love it when that happens! mmmmmm
 
I'm so high right now, that every time I hit back to go to the main screen, I click on the same forum I just left, EVERY time, for real.

(this is why I am adding a second message now, because after I left I accidentally clicked on drug culture again :) )
 
wholewhitebread, I worry about you...if you read your posts from only a few weeks ago, you will realize you are tumbling down the abyss mighty quickly. Just be careful and realize that addiction is no joke. Sorry to be a buzz kill...

swybs
 
Just got home from seeing Digweed, the man is a freakin' mad scientist!! Brilliant show. Just took a long hot shower and going to enjoy the comedown lounging in bed and watching Tron. Good night all!!
 
give me absolute control over every living soul and lie beside me,baby,that's an order!
give me crack and anal sex take the only tree that's left and stuff it up the hole in your culture give me back the berlin wall give me Stalin and St Paul give me Christ or give me Hiroshima destroy another fetus now we don't like children anyhow

when they said REPENT REPENT...I wonder what they meant

*loves tax money* uh at the moment just a couple Ritalin 180mg welll I might as well get ready but tonight I'm going to guess atleast X or meth or both but yeah I'm buying a few X if those plans fall a prescription of whatever pharm speed will do.

console yourself,you're better alone
destroy yourself,see who gives a fuck
absorb yourself,you're better alone
destroy yourselffff



Failure
 
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