MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
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Anytime I'm addicted I always keep a morning dose on my night stand so that I can take it the moment I wake up. I've already dosed up before I fully remember who I am or what I have to do that day.
When it's time to quit I find breaking this morning ritual extremely difficult. It's incredibly hard to start the day without dosing. Just waking up and realising I won't be dosing can feel very overwhelming.
Usually I break my morning ritual days before actually quitting as a means of easing into things. If I know I will be quitting soon then I start to force myself to get up, do stuff and wake up for a bit before dosing. This seems to help minimize the shock of having to wake up and not dose once I do actually quit since "getting sober" days suck enough as it is.
What are your morning ritual like in reference to your drug use. Do you dose the moment you wake up? Wake up, dose and then fall back asleep?
Or do you get up and go about your day for awhile before dosing? If so, what's your morning like before dosing? Just wondering what others do. Do you shower, get to work, eat, exersize, etc before dosing?
When it's time to quit I find breaking this morning ritual extremely difficult. It's incredibly hard to start the day without dosing. Just waking up and realising I won't be dosing can feel very overwhelming.
Usually I break my morning ritual days before actually quitting as a means of easing into things. If I know I will be quitting soon then I start to force myself to get up, do stuff and wake up for a bit before dosing. This seems to help minimize the shock of having to wake up and not dose once I do actually quit since "getting sober" days suck enough as it is.
What are your morning ritual like in reference to your drug use. Do you dose the moment you wake up? Wake up, dose and then fall back asleep?
Or do you get up and go about your day for awhile before dosing? If so, what's your morning like before dosing? Just wondering what others do. Do you shower, get to work, eat, exersize, etc before dosing?