Benzo's are a crazy... hazy... life destroyer
Personally I used to be one of the "I like conazepam - diazepam" sort of guys (as opposed to Xanax or Halcion- Which have a little more 'zing!'.
Now, what I think everyone is a little naiive about (excluding D'koutinazi the revered benzo nazi) is that different benzos inhibit (yes thats a drug pun) different qualities. For instance Valium displays slight signs of muscle relaxation, whereas Xanax really doesnt. For some people who have limited experience with benzos, that muscle relaxation on TOP of the anxiety relief is , well, just great.
Moving on, Xanax is a drug so strong in its own sort of effect- it can cause people to blackout (while still walking and talking) Say things they dont mean. And in my case realize i was molested by my uncle as a child. This stuff is nuts- it really is for PANICs not generalized anxiety. Personally I find Xanax the BEST drug for mixing with Kava Kava- I am white, but i attend Kava mixing sessions with polonisians, and this combo is better than alcohol. I also use xanax to fall asleep after a long day of taking adderall at my college.
Almost done I swear it. Klonopin is almost as crazy as xanax, and in my case worse. While all these drugs destroy memory, Klonopin does this more than any others in my case. I was clean of any "hard" drugs for a year - when i got a package from vanutu (i think some ppl know what i am talking about here) of Klonopin. Its such a long story, but to give you an Idea- I was locked in a room for eight days strait with two young army dudes just returned from Iraq doing meth, E, a little heroin, etc. I almost OD'd on Meth n E, but KLONOPIN SAVED MY LIFE! These kids from Iraq were clinically insane and I had to talk one out of commiting suicide (while I was on klonopin-which might have helped me save HIS life) And later of course, I was threatened and very close to getting my head blown of with a glock .45. I swear to God and my mothers grave, this is NO bullshit.
But I am ramblin and I do apologize. But I have one more little story. Later after the crazy drug week- I called my parents and litterally bawled as I told my Dad all that had happened, he flew me to Hawaii to detox with him and my mom. While there, My pop really hurt his leg hiking. He's a mormon, but knows im a drug expert, so when I offered him my last 10 K-Pins 2mg (as sleeping pills) He took them. He took just one that night for his leg, and the next morning my mom kinda pissed him off. He's normally the MOST easy going guy in the world, but it felt like he was letting off years of steam on my mom. He was just so angry. I took him aside and explained that Klonopin may be opening him up a little to much to his inner-rage, and that he should try and chill. THE END -
So Anyway, there are three main points to my story(s). First, Benzo's can be life destroyers or life savers.
Second, Xanax is great to mix with Kava Kava.
Third, Klonopin can make people very angry. I am not one of these.
- My name is Durans.
P.S. I take about 40-60 mg's of adderall a day, I want to take one long acting benzo in the morning to help with the tremors and shakes. What would be a good mild benzo to smooth out the adderall, but not kill the focus or euphoria?
(K'doutinaz (sp?) I also take Remeron and it has been wonderful, please let me know if you run in to any problems with 'poop-out effect')
THANK YOU ALL
Personally I used to be one of the "I like conazepam - diazepam" sort of guys (as opposed to Xanax or Halcion- Which have a little more 'zing!'.
Now, what I think everyone is a little naiive about (excluding D'koutinazi the revered benzo nazi) is that different benzos inhibit (yes thats a drug pun) different qualities. For instance Valium displays slight signs of muscle relaxation, whereas Xanax really doesnt. For some people who have limited experience with benzos, that muscle relaxation on TOP of the anxiety relief is , well, just great.
Moving on, Xanax is a drug so strong in its own sort of effect- it can cause people to blackout (while still walking and talking) Say things they dont mean. And in my case realize i was molested by my uncle as a child. This stuff is nuts- it really is for PANICs not generalized anxiety. Personally I find Xanax the BEST drug for mixing with Kava Kava- I am white, but i attend Kava mixing sessions with polonisians, and this combo is better than alcohol. I also use xanax to fall asleep after a long day of taking adderall at my college.
Almost done I swear it. Klonopin is almost as crazy as xanax, and in my case worse. While all these drugs destroy memory, Klonopin does this more than any others in my case. I was clean of any "hard" drugs for a year - when i got a package from vanutu (i think some ppl know what i am talking about here) of Klonopin. Its such a long story, but to give you an Idea- I was locked in a room for eight days strait with two young army dudes just returned from Iraq doing meth, E, a little heroin, etc. I almost OD'd on Meth n E, but KLONOPIN SAVED MY LIFE! These kids from Iraq were clinically insane and I had to talk one out of commiting suicide (while I was on klonopin-which might have helped me save HIS life) And later of course, I was threatened and very close to getting my head blown of with a glock .45. I swear to God and my mothers grave, this is NO bullshit.
But I am ramblin and I do apologize. But I have one more little story. Later after the crazy drug week- I called my parents and litterally bawled as I told my Dad all that had happened, he flew me to Hawaii to detox with him and my mom. While there, My pop really hurt his leg hiking. He's a mormon, but knows im a drug expert, so when I offered him my last 10 K-Pins 2mg (as sleeping pills) He took them. He took just one that night for his leg, and the next morning my mom kinda pissed him off. He's normally the MOST easy going guy in the world, but it felt like he was letting off years of steam on my mom. He was just so angry. I took him aside and explained that Klonopin may be opening him up a little to much to his inner-rage, and that he should try and chill. THE END -
So Anyway, there are three main points to my story(s). First, Benzo's can be life destroyers or life savers.
Second, Xanax is great to mix with Kava Kava.
Third, Klonopin can make people very angry. I am not one of these.
- My name is Durans.
P.S. I take about 40-60 mg's of adderall a day, I want to take one long acting benzo in the morning to help with the tremors and shakes. What would be a good mild benzo to smooth out the adderall, but not kill the focus or euphoria?
(K'doutinaz (sp?) I also take Remeron and it has been wonderful, please let me know if you run in to any problems with 'poop-out effect')
THANK YOU ALL
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fuck xanax.
