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You might be a junkie if...

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30roxi30 said:
when your almost ever time short 2 bucks cause you had to buy a half gallon of gas
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this happend today and alot of other days just got the call about an hour ago that said hey you were short 2 dollars for thoes 10 40s you only gave my boy 175 man
 
lazylazyjoe said:
  • When you reconsider every purchase because it could be put towards a bag. "I'm not spending $1 on this... 9 more dollars and I can buy a bag"
  • When you're picking food out of the trash to eat, but had $80 an hour ago.
  • You go to the ATM, it says "Withdrawl" and you think to yourself.."How did it know?"
  • You consider your ass cheeks your "second wallet"
  • You put sugar on EVERYTHING, and lots of it.
  • The smell of rubbing alcohol gets you excited
  • All your clothes have blood stains
  • You wear long sleeves in June
  • Instead of looking at that hot girl's ass, you check out her inner-arm
  • You learned CPR from a guy in a van in the hood
  • You think the best part of getting clean is the relapse!
  • You have sold everything you own that has any monitery value
  • You think those rooms with toilets in them are just for shooting up
  • You always are wearing a belt. Even if you're not wearing pants
  • There's no more spoons left in your kitchen
  • You're straight, but would suck another guy's dick to get well. (Yes I have)

Living in Atlantic City was great for food. Between the soup kitchen (which had good food, not soup) and the trash cans on the boardwalk at 1am. That's before they collect them, but after everyone is gone for the day. It's like a freaking all-you-can-eat buffet. I've pulled whole sandwhiches, cake, candy bars, ice cream, pizza,fresh watermelons,4 dozen bagels, a wrapped present, jackets, a brand new pair of unworn air jordans(they were from last season), not a speck of dirt on them ... you name it. A lot of food can be found still wrapped. My wife once pulled a whole uneaten lobster tail still hot...
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haha damn and I thought the homeless junkie street kids in LA letting homo's suck them off for dope money was bad enough, but in your case your the one on the receiving end, taking the cock in your mouth. Yeah, maybe its time to start going to the methadone clinic.
 
lazylazyjoe said:
  • When you reconsider every purchase because it could be put towards a bag. "I'm not spending $1 on this... 9 more dollars and I can buy a bag"
  • When you're picking food out of the trash to eat, but had $80 an hour ago.
  • You go to the ATM, it says "Withdrawl" and you think to yourself.."How did it know?"
  • You consider your ass cheeks your "second wallet"
  • You put sugar on EVERYTHING, and lots of it.
  • The smell of rubbing alcohol gets you excited
  • All your clothes have blood stains
  • You wear long sleeves in June
  • Instead of looking at that hot girl's ass, you check out her inner-arm
  • You learned CPR from a guy in a van in the hood
  • You think the best part of getting clean is the relapse!
  • You have sold everything you own that has any monitery value
  • You think those rooms with toilets in them are just for shooting up
  • You always are wearing a belt. Even if you're not wearing pants
  • There's no more spoons left in your kitchen
  • You're straight, but would suck another guy's dick to get well. (Yes I have)

Living in Atlantic City was great for food. Between the soup kitchen (which had good food, not soup) and the trash cans on the boardwalk at 1am. That's before they collect them, but after everyone is gone for the day. It's like a freaking all-you-can-eat buffet. I've pulled whole sandwhiches, cake, candy bars, ice cream, pizza,fresh watermelons,4 dozen bagels, a wrapped present, jackets, a brand new pair of unworn air jordans(they were from last season), not a speck of dirt on them ... you name it. A lot of food can be found still wrapped. My wife once pulled a whole uneaten lobster tail still hot...
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Yeah dude, its time to get on suboxone.. I wonder if you are kidding about some of those comments but if you are not then seriously get some help bro!! thats some low, low, real low shit your doing to support your habit... lol i can't believe you even admitted to giving people BJ's
 
Hendrix Haze15 said:
haha damn and I thought the homeless junkie street kids in LA letting homo's suck them off for dope money was bad enough, but in your case your the one on the receiving end, taking the cock in your mouth. Yeah, maybe its time to start going to the methadone clinic.
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WHooooooooooooooaa. hold on here. People will pay to suck a junkies dick?? man that is some weird shit. Im gonna start pimpin out my junkie acquaintances tommorrow
 
ech0s85 said:
WHooooooooooooooaa. hold on here. People will pay to suck a junkies dick?? man that is some weird shit. Im gonna start pimpin out my junkie acquaintances tommorrow
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I think he is getting scenes from The Basketball Diaries messed up with real life situations..
 
^^Uhh no, anyone who has lived on the streets knows what I'm talking about. I knew more than a few guys when I was homeless in LA who would turn tricks to support their habits. Most of them didn't take it up the ass or suck anyone off, they just let homo's give them head. I don't think you guys understand, but theres a lot of closet homo's who just thirst for the cock. Anyones cock. Whats sad is a lot of these guys get off on picking up strung out desperate junkies too because they know their desperate and really need the money. Shit, I almost came close to doing it a few times too when I was on the street and was dopesick and was running out of ways to make quick money. I mean your letting someone pay you (usually around 40 bucks, thats what most of the street kids in LA charged), to give you head. A lot of the real down and out strung out dope feens will do it and don't think its too out there because being a straight guy, your not being penetrated or sucking on anything, your just letting this gay dude give you a bj so it doesn't make you gay.

But this guy lazylazyjoe, is on another level though, being a straight guy and willing to suck another guys cock to get well. Thats not right. Its time to get on the methadone.
 
Yes, all happened. I only did that like 2 or 3 times, and it was the same guy. Beats trying to hustle up dope money all day in the cold, dope sick.
Not that i enjoyed it, but he was actually a really nice guy. He would give us money so we could cop before hand to get well, and then give us some hard to smoke when we hung out with him. I wasn't out there, looking to be picked up or anything.

I definately did a lot of things that were questionable but when it comes to survival and a habit, you'd be surprised what no longer seems like something you wouldn't do. I never robbed(except the credit card companies) or hurt anybody so I don't really feel bad about it. Not that I'm proud of everything I did, but what happened... happened. I'm glad I made it out alive and we can all laugh about it now, not everyone I knew did; so I'm thankful for that.

I'm actually fairly clean now, (I only do suboxone). And I moved back in with my parents for now. Besides, if I was on the streets with a habit, I wouldn't be on the computer, typing on the forums all day.

When I started I owned a house, 3 vehicles, tons of toys, had a good job, money in the bank... all gone!! I did have some fun times though, before everything fell out from under me that is.
 
lazylazyjoe said:
Yes, all happened. I only did that like 2 or 3 times, and it was the same guy. Beats trying to hustle up dope money all day in the cold, dope sick.
Not that i enjoyed it, but he was actually a really nice guy. He would give us money so we could cop before hand to get well, and then give us some hard to smoke when we hung out with him. I wasn't out there, looking to be picked up or anything.

I definately did a lot of things that were questionable but when it comes to survival and a habit, you'd be surprised what no longer seems like something you wouldn't do. I never robbed(except the credit card companies) or hurt anybody so I don't really feel bad about it. Not that I'm proud of everything I did, but what happened... happened. I'm glad I made it out alive and we can all laugh about it now, not everyone I knew did; so I'm thankful for that.

I'm actually fairly clean now, (I only do suboxone). And I moved back in with my parents for now. Besides, if I was on the streets with a habit, I wouldn't be on the computer, typing on the forums all day.

When I started I owned a house, 3 vehicles, tons of toys, had a good job, money in the bank... all gone!! I did have some fun times though, before everything fell out from under me that is.
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shit man, I'd rather go out and boost some items from a store over sucking someones cock. I'm not judging you or anything so don't take it like that. I know how it is to be strung out and to be so sick and desperate that your willing to do anything, and like I said I even considered letting homo's give me head a few times when I was on the streets, but I'd much rather go out and boost or even panhandle over sucking cock. Anyways, glad your doing good now man.
 
You might be a junkie if:

1. You exhibit a destructive pattern of opioid use, leading to significant social, occupational, or medical impairment.

2. You manifest symptomatology consistent with three or more of the following, occurring when the opioid use is at its worst:

i. Either need for markedly increased amounts of opioid to achieve intoxication, or markedly diminished effect with continued use of the same amount of opioid.
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ii. Either (a) or (b). (a) Two (or more) of the following, developing within several hours to a few days of reduction in heavy or prolonged opioid use:
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* sweating or rapid pulse
* increased hand tremor
* insomnia
* nausea or vomiting
* physical agitation
* anxiety
* transient visual, tactile, or auditory hallucinations or illusions
* grand mal seizures
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(b) Opioid is taken to relieve or avoid withdrawal symptoms
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3. Opioid is often taken in larger amounts or over a longer period than intended

4. There is a persistent desire or unsuccessful efforts to cut down or control opioid use

5. A great deal of time spent in using opioid, or recovering from hangovers

6. Important social, occupational, or recreational activities are given up or reduced because of opioid use.

7. Opioid use is continued despite knowledge of having a persistent or recurrent physical or psychological problem that is likely to have been worsened by the opioid.
 
@Hendrix Haze15
I refused to steal(Not that I think you bad for it, I just couldn't bring myself to do it Mostly afraid to kick in jail if caught.). I would panhandle sometimes, but that took time and rarely yielded much. I did a lot of middlemanning, shit like that. Plus I ran with my wife so one of us usually got up money. But even boosting something, you've gotta sell it, This was cash up front.
But, like I said, I only did it a couple of times and I wasn't out trying to get picked up. When it's cold and you're so sick you don't want to move and someone offers to give you money to go cop, let you go get well, then come back and smoke coke during the whole event, it's a hard proposition to turn down. And he wasn't an ass about it either, like getting off by treating my like shit.
Thanks for responding back. I'm glad you're doing well these days too. Atleast I assume you are, as homeless street junkies don't write on message boards. You clean, or under control?
@PoOkIeHeAd
I shot up in so many bathrooms. Usually in one of the casinos, as they were nice. I rarely actually "went to the bathroom" in there. They were just those rooms with the toilets, as I called them- like my little office. My one dealer would sell to me in the bathrooms under the stalls, so I didn't even have to walk around dirty (used syringes sre legal to carry in my town), it was nice. But dude, the life of a street junky is a tuff one. I can joke about it cause I'm alive... not all of them can say that.
 
when you move to a new state to get of drugs thinking you will have no hustle to get drugs ... but now shoplift and use craigslist ....thank you internet
 
if you often say that drugs are your only comfort in life.

if you feel really odd without drugs. WTF. Oh yeah. I'm not high
 
lazylazyjoe said:
@Hendrix Haze15
I refused to steal(Not that I think you bad for it, I just couldn't bring myself to do it Mostly afraid to kick in jail if caught.). I would panhandle sometimes, but that took time and rarely yielded much. I did a lot of middlemanning, shit like that. Plus I ran with my wife so one of us usually got up money. But even boosting something, you've gotta sell it, This was cash up front.
But, like I said, I only did it a couple of times and I wasn't out trying to get picked up. When it's cold and you're so sick you don't want to move and someone offers to give you money to go cop, let you go get well, then come back and smoke coke during the whole event, it's a hard proposition to turn down. And he wasn't an ass about it either, like getting off by treating my like shit.
Thanks for responding back. I'm glad you're doing well these days too. Atleast I assume you are, as homeless street junkies don't write on message boards. You clean, or under control?
@PoOkIeHeAd
I shot up in so many bathrooms. Usually in one of the casinos, as they were nice. I rarely actually "went to the bathroom" in there. They were just those rooms with the toilets, as I called them- like my little office. My one dealer would sell to me in the bathrooms under the stalls, so I didn't even have to walk around dirty (used syringes sre legal to carry in my town), it was nice. But dude, the life of a street junky is a tuff one. I can joke about it cause I'm alive... not all of them can say that.
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I'm doing alright. A lot better than before when I was living on the street strung out on dope and crack, thats for sure. These days I just take my subs and chip a few times a week. Its been getting out of control lately though so I gotta quit and get myself back in check before I end up in the same place I was in before. And yes your right, the life of a street junky is definitely no walk in the park. Some of the shit I did and saw on a daily basis back then was so grimy and low down when I look back on it. Thats one of the reasons I'm so adamant and determined to stay on the subs and not get strung out that bad again because I know from the past just how low I'm willing to sink to keep sticking that spike in my arm.
 
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When you make sure to know/learn the drug slang for any place that you are going to visit before going.
 
You might be a junkie if you eat fatty meals throughout the day at certain times, even if you aren't hungry to get just to increase the BA of your drugs.

You might be a junkie if the first thing you think about is getting high when you see a commercial about oxy-clean.

You might be a junkie if drooling and passing out is your idea of a good time.

You might be a junkie if amscot is your second home.

You might be a junkie if opiates > life
 
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