OMG somebody anybody PLEASE HELP ME!!! I promise im actually still in possession of a fair amount of intelligence.. As well as insight and deductive reasoning despite the pounds and pounds of pills and powders and the gallons and gallons of liquor and poppy tea I've poured into me... BUT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO POST THREADS or reply in private vs public or paste a picture of my 71/2 ur old son grady jack( he’s a schnoodle) all those symbols I see there’s a B an I a U~ adrop a Ti- a link in a chain a picture in a frame a smiley face a ... a square cut into 1/4s a rounding arrow to the west/ left and another to the east and the right!!! W a settings symvol drawn small in orange!!! What does insert quotes mean... ? Whatever I want? I can quote Jim Morrison or Dmx? Tom waits ? Otis Redding? Otis toole?? God I can see myself fucked up middle of night feeling poetic but sounding pretentious!!! Which brings me to my problem !!! I’ve avoided social media do that I wouldn’t embarrass myself but more importantly so that I didn’t end up w a gun pointed at me or wasn’t pointing a gun a some stranger that so offended me I wanted to settle up off the screen!! That could still happen... but I don’t know how to do any of it I graduated in 1993 no cell phones or iPods I don’t think there was even vmail!! Good old days where if u didn’t answer the phone it just meant u weren’t home!!! I’m happy to talk to others that love drugs and hate them like me!!! The blood rushing back into the needle used to b about THE sexiest thing I’d ever seen!!! But my body is covered in track marks from the sides of my neck to the tips of my toes!!! If tattoos suited me I’d disguise them BUT I rarely will splurge on a 2$ ice coffee cuz well every single penny I need for my fixes no way I could afford all that art.. anybody else so scarred drs nurses strangers on the subway in the summer are frightened? Addiction has never promised me it was pretty!! I wish heroin still existed in this state!!! Everything looked pretty good when I was able to keep my eyes open on heroin!!! Anyone else in Midwest... where everything is fentanyl !! No legs!!! No power no nod !!! Is there still tar out west??? Anybody in Vegas ? I’m coming there for first time in 2 weeks!!