You might be a junkie if... v. Ridin' the vein train

[Nightraver]

You might be a junkie if .
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[F.U.B.A.R.]

Ive only had to be narcan'd once. 2 doses.. but when i came to, i said to the paramedic "why didnt you just let me die? Wtf" lol

Yeh, when I came to in the resuscitation room with the naloxone needle still in my arm and my mrs told me I'd od'd, the first thing i said was "wow, that must have been good stuff". The look of sheer disgust that doctor gave me still haunts me to this day.

 

[wudbutcher]

Papa, that sucks, and reminds me how big a bullet I dodged never exploring ops, aside from couple k4s after coke weekend. Always made me nauseous as hell, but never a ‘ Suicide Monday’ lol.
I was referring to a fat shot of good fish scale.The train a comin. Voices metallic. Oh shit, did too much. Don’t fall out of the chair, cmon now! Focus!
Little better, eyes uncrossing, gravity returning slowly. Just breathe...
Ok, I’m good. Lets do that AGAIN

 

[Soso78]

You might be a junkie if
you're always running out of aluminum foil an pens

Why pens?

 

[wudbutcher]

If fixin your last one feels like death of a loved one

 

[LadyAlkaline]

You might be a junkie if you've ever tried to rough up your track marks with sand paper in an emergency (family dinner )

 

[wudbutcher]

No sandpaper, did drizzle pvc glue in crooks. I’m a hairy motherfucker hurt later. Lady A, I think we’re connected somehow.

 

[wudbutcher]

Scratch that. You just my kinda crazy

 

[LadyAlkaline]

No sandpaper, did drizzle pvc glue in crooks. I’m a hairy motherfucker hurt later. Lady A, I think we’re connected somehow.

Scratch that. You just my kinda crazy

Lmfao I just knew you were my kinda people!

 

[Pillhead111]

... if you’ve told yourself this is the last time, just one more bag....a million times

 

[LadyAlkaline]

If you've ever soaked your cottons

 

[wudbutcher]

... if you’ve told yourself this is the last time, just one more bag....a million times

Ive flushed a couple, never said this is last one. Heartbreaking to even imagine. No goodbyes, just so long for a while.

 

[TheInvisibleStoner]

You might be a junkie if..

You tell yourself you will just quit tomorrow instead of today.

 

[Agurl]

You might be a junky if...
During your very 1st appointment with a new medical provider, you request multiple controlled substance Rx's!

And that your allergic to codeine

 

[Papaverium]

You might be a junkie if you're more likely to pull a rig from your pocket than a phone.

 

[wudbutcher]

You might be a junkie if you're more likely to pull a rig from your pocket than a phone.

No way. One a day, leave shit where you lay your head.

If during blood draws, you're checking facial expressions on the nurse as she looks at your veins.

 

[Papaverium]

If during blood draws, you're checking facial expressions on the nurse as she looks at your veins.

Lol i straight up tell the nurse "im a recovering addict so my veins are a little scarred"

You might be a junkie if you know where every single person bathroom is downtown.

 

[wudbutcher]

Lol i straight up tell the nurse "im a recovering addict so my veins are a little scarred"

You might be a junkie if you know where every single person bathroom is downtown.

The hook must be tremendous with ops...
btw glad your clean.. wish I had paid attention to the signs lol.

 

[Papaverium]

The hook must be tremendous with ops...
btw glad your clean.. wish I had paid attention to the signs lol.

Oh sadly im not clean atm. But i am still working on my recovery. Have been for 4 years now.
I had a relapse about 4 days ago. Was clean for almost 8 months. Grrr
Not the longest ive ever made it but still disappointing. I feel like im never gonna kick opis. I am such a helpless slave to them.

 

[wudbutcher]

I commend your determination. I'm just tired, too old to be starting over again. this time in the red.
Might I ask, wth keeps you going? Getting up,apparently happy to do so?










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