you stare at your hands, wondering how you never really noticed they were attached,
you make snow angels on the carpet, asking, 'have you FELT the carpet?!'
you watch tim burton's alice in wonderland and can't help but feeling like alice
you try desperately to look up m.i.a's twenty dollar, but are exasperated to find that you are incapable, and terrified to come to the realization that you are the only one in the room tripping your ass off, while everybody stares at you in amazement at your retardation,
find that you feel caged inside, but it's too fucking cold to go outside,
and, 'it is so beautiful' when all is said and done