Woodsong
Bluelighter
Well, I fucked up big time...
I'd been clean for about a month and a half until the night before last. To make a long story short, I probably consumed about 40mg of Xanax in less than a night. I haven't the slightest clue how I managed to drive the 25 miles back to my house without being put in jail or crashing to my death, though I do slightly remember running off the road at one point... There doesn't seem to be any damage to my truck though, apart from a bulge in my front left tire...
I'm a fucking idiot, I know... I must have a guardian angel looking out for my dumb ass, cause this isn't the first time I've done this...
Anyway... It's two days later now, and I'm starting to feel rather lightheaded and just generally crappy... I'm kind of worried that I might be experiencing some degree of withdrawal, though I've gone on much longer binges of about the same severity without any such consequence. I don't know what benzodiazepine withdrawal feels like, is it possible that I'm in enough trouble to start having seizures or what have you?
I'd been clean for about a month and a half until the night before last. To make a long story short, I probably consumed about 40mg of Xanax in less than a night. I haven't the slightest clue how I managed to drive the 25 miles back to my house without being put in jail or crashing to my death, though I do slightly remember running off the road at one point... There doesn't seem to be any damage to my truck though, apart from a bulge in my front left tire...
I'm a fucking idiot, I know... I must have a guardian angel looking out for my dumb ass, cause this isn't the first time I've done this...
Anyway... It's two days later now, and I'm starting to feel rather lightheaded and just generally crappy... I'm kind of worried that I might be experiencing some degree of withdrawal, though I've gone on much longer binges of about the same severity without any such consequence. I don't know what benzodiazepine withdrawal feels like, is it possible that I'm in enough trouble to start having seizures or what have you?