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'X-Dream (?)'

panic in paradise

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there was one time i was around to see someone go into an X-Dream.

in my experience with this, it seems the "dreamer" is doing just that - they seem to slip into a "waking dream" or are suddenly literally "sleep walking".

i suppose it is similar to an alcohol black-out, or an uncontrolled spontaneous deep meditative state - where the mind flips into REM, and any memory or recollection of the time in this state is lost, or not retained somehow...i have read of people being hypnotized in attempt to recall time spent during a black-out, but the memories still were un-accessible.


has anyone been through this themselves reading?
or, been there while this was occurring to another?

-----my experience with some one in this state went generally as follows:
it was actually 9/11/01 in the early am...after several days of E cocaine and pot -

there were maybe 10 of us in an apartment, "celebrating" after my friend and i DJ'd at a large indoor/outdoor rave(mad hatters tea party ATX), when it came to everyones attention that my friends(dj partner) GF was rolling imaginary cigarettes, hitting an imaginary bong, talking to thin air in French(she was in the states studying). occasionally she would get this look of fear, as if she realized that she was totally lost. she would speak to us in French, and laugh or look concerned or attentive as if we were actually responding.

she continued rolling cigarettes out of thin air, breaking up bud, pulling the bowl and acting as if she was holding in a hit, and exhaling...this went on for maybe 45 minutes with other odd similar imaginary happenings. then she snapped out of it, as if nothing had happened. we, all of course were stunned, and have never been around someone in an X-Dream. she caught onto our concerned vibe quickly though, and seemed disturbed.

i do not remember what happened after that, only waking up to the Trade Center under attack. later, months later, she and i spoke briefly about what happened to her, she was very embarrassed and disturbed by the incident, and as so it was dropped.


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right, so you follow me???
and again:
has anyone been through this themselves personally that is reading?
or, have you been there while this was occurring to another?
read any studies on this "phenomenon"?

this is something that has always fascinated me, but have not read or heard mention of it since.
 
I have a buddy that this happens to. We were rolling at a house party the first time I saw it happen to him. Little background we have both been doing x for about 5 years definately not his first time. So we were at this house party he took one roll it kicked in we were rolling for like two hours it was all going good. Then it started we were standing in the kitchen talking and he asked me where his phone was I replied in your hand the he repeated to ask me over and over. Then he asked me if his mom was just in the house to which I informed him that his mom lived almost on the other side of the country. Again repeated this over and over. Well he continued to be in this weird trance for like two hours or so then as if nothing happened he just snapped out of it and asked have I been acting weird? It was really freaky and kinda hard to handle because I had no idea what was wrong he was pretty much in a dream state of mind. It happened to him at a rave also I wasn't there but my buddies described it and it was the same thing that happened to him at the roll party. It is weird because I had rolled with him so many times before and this never happened. As a result he no longer rolls because it kinda freaked everyone out including himself.
 
I am enter a dream like state when I am rolling to my favorite artists on the dance floor. I'll close my eyes and the only thing I will feel is the music, even when I open my eyes, I feel a deep connection to everyone around me. But I wouldn't say it's a waking dream per se. It's still awesome though.
 
^levictus, you sound like you know how to get-into-it
;-)

is this unique to E, and/or environmental settings?

paulin318 -
has your friend had any signs of any sort of psychological symptoms since??
i had a buddy who i would trip with, that was bi-polar, or something, he was mean and id always end up trip-sitting him - lol
he would go into the same sort of routine while on LSD though, in-particular and consistently, then finally stopped....

"Well he continued to be in this weird trance for like two hours or so then as if nothing happened he just snapped out of it and asked have I been acting weird? It was really freaky and kinda hard to handle because I had no idea what was wrong.."

directly back into a cognitive awareness, that how it was just snap* and oh hai..?

i have had several dissociative drugs in my system at once, along with LSD, i have eaten more MDxx then i will ever remember too:-xbut never had, or was told i had been exhibiting these symptoms...
 
No Psychological symptoms since those events, I do notice though when we are tripping (lsd or shrooms) he will kinda get into the state of mind but it is nothing compared to when he is rolling. But then again I am sure most people myself included get a little out there when tripping, but on X he is gone in another world nothimg I have seen before thus why he no longer does it cause like I said before it just freaks him out and others.
 
PLURIL4- I agree with you. But I dont think that was the case here because he had rolled manytimes before taking multiple pills. But when this happened it was on one pill in both cases. I just dont get it I wonder has anyone else seen this or heard of this?

Panic In Paradise- does this sound similar to what you witnessed in your friend?
 
yes it does sound familiar.

she had never had any psychological problems before, or after that i saw or new of, besides stress from being a University Student in a foreign language country alone..


thanks for sharing that. it is fascinating, not something at all common i have heard of, not anything i expect or hear described or encounter as a typical MDxx experience either.

we all were on the same pills too.

the lack of responses is interesting itself.
 
@ panic in paradise- ya I have spoken with other experienced roller's and asked them if they have seen or heard of this. I have yet to find anyone else that this as happened to or seen happen. It is really bizarre I dont think most people really understand what we are talking about unless they see it for themselves. It is not like being rolled out or just super faded it is as if, like you stated, they are in between a dream and reality. There body is there but there mind is on another level, trippy shit. It is something I hope to never experience definitely not a trip I would seek out. I was also on the same pills as him and the other time it happened to him my friends were on the same as him and they were not epic doses one or two pressed pills.

I only know so many people to ask about this, kinda expected some more input. But as it is not a common occurence I can't imagine to many people have seen this crazyiness.
 
This happened to me but i had been smoking alot of bud aswell as 1 roll.

i was sat there and i could feel the joint in my hands then i snapped out of it and was like wth i thought i was rolling a joint.

i bet i looked freaky as hell!!!...and later i actually said sorry if i have been acting weird... i was in a very dream sate...like i was still normal but my mind was far far gone... its very strange indeed :).
 
Ya that sounds about like it. My buddy was also just sitting there packing a bowl he stopped stared into space for a min and would say I am going to pack a bowl. With bowl and weed in hand he repeated this multiple times. He never finished packing it. Mind you I was rolling so I didn't catch on at first when I did I told him maybe we should smoke later. Didn't want to add to the madness that was already occuring.
 
Lol.

also (may be off topic...) but. when i was very stoned and past my peak of the roll, every so often i would "f*ck off" somewhere... then see into space...then start talking gibberish...then id try remember what i said and id be like Wth just happened?? :)

Btw all this happened the second time i rolled...they were Q dance pills 180mg of MDMA and i had 1 and a half...1 to start with then a half when i was past that peak. :)
 
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Ya I have had some pretty crazy hallucinations with X and weed. I remember my second time rolling and smoking together I tripped dick. I rolled face and when we were coming down I smoked. Mind you at the time I didn't really smoke that often and we smoked a blunt to the dome, me and my buddy. Well need less to say I was on a different level visually and a little mentally. But as intense as it was between open eye visuals and slight short term memory loss I never got completely detached from reality. I was talking to my buddy face to face and his face was constantly morphing into other people/beings/spirits but I knew what was going on the hole time. I remember I kept telling him what he was turning into and we would just laugh. But I never lost mental control of the situation. But weed and X together if your not a heavy smoker can lead to a really fun and interesting night. But be prepared I have seen people new to hallucinating lose their shit on this combo.
 
Towards the end of the night I'll often find myself sort of dozing off (for lack of a better description) while getting light shows. I'm just completely entranced, then suddenly come to and realize "Oh man...I'm getting a light show".
 
easiest way to get into that is pop xanax AND E. and you'll be in a xdream instantly.
otherwise you need to take ALOT of MDMA and when u start coming down, u go into xdreams and start talking to urself. hahahah funniest shit to watch
 
easiest way to get into that is pop xanax AND E. and you'll be in a xdream instantly.
otherwise you need to take ALOT of MDMA and when u start coming down, u go into xdreams and start talking to urself. hahahah funniest shit to watch
Ha ha ya I dont think I want to go there lol! If it is what I am talking about not quite my trip. LOL
 
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