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Write a Letter to your S/O or Crush.

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Dear Ross;

So I've been doing a whole lot of thinking lately...after I just broke it off with Him. Another day, another guy. You know how it is.

Lately, though, things have been coming back to me and I've been looking back on those crazy times we had before I moved to Europe. I remember late nights running through Wal-Mart, going to Kroger at 2am ("Attention Kroger shoppers, a lady has lost something in the Deli....she's lost inches off her waist!") only to end up at your apartment and me cooking for you, Leslie, Eddie and Dustin, Rocky Horror nights when I was still in the cast and you would bring everyone to see me, and just, well, those general quiet moments, in your truck listening to music.

I'm rambling.

I guess, the truth is why I am even writing this, is because I believe you need to know the truth.

Do you want to know the absolute true reason I won't be with you?

Well..it's because I am so scared you are my one.

Please, don't think that I am so crazy girl forcing my way into finding her 'one'. You know me, and you know how I get sick at the idea of being with someone for longer than a month...especially at our age.

The thing is, there is something about you that just...shakes me. Through all of the guys in my life, the ones I date and throw away, you're still there. You're like that piece of sticky paper that just won't come off my hands.

Of course, it doesn't help when our friends call us 'Ross and Rachel', does it? Sadly enough, it is true...you are pretty dorky. Hehe.

So then, I know you're probably wondering why I won't be with you, if I am so sure of these feelings?

Because...well...I'm afraid I'll lose you. I know how I am with men. I get with them and within a few weeks I am tired of him and get rid of him. I don't want that to happen to you. You've chased me for years and still I keep you at arm's lenght. I guess because I know if we were to date and I mess it up (like I know I will)...I'd never recover.

I really want to try it with you..I want to be your girl, but I can't. I've ran from you for so long, that I got comfortable with it, and I'm afraid I've damaged everything too much for us to ever be together....and that really hurts. It's really one of those damned-if-you-do damned-if-you-don't.

So, we continue to sit by, watching as eachother has a relationship with different people and it fails. Each time during have very awkward social encounters. Leslie says, like the two we seem to personify so much, we'll eventually get drunk and have a baby...but, according to her, we're only in Season 5.

Its your birthday, today. I hope it's a good one.

Love always,
Your Rachel
 
Dear Kerry,

When solitude hath led my steps
To the wild ocean’s echoing shore,
And I hath lingered there,
Until the sun's broad orb
Seemed resting on the burnished wave,
I marked the lines
Of purple gold, that motionless
Hung over the sinking sphere:
I beheld those billowy clouds
Edged with intolerable radiancy
Towering like rocks of jet
Crowned with a diamond wreath

There is a moment,
When the sun's highest point
Peeps over the ocean's western edge,
When those far clouds of feathery gold,
Shaded with deepest purple, gleam
Like islands on a dark blue sea;

The Earth unfolds in golden splendor
And sings my love for thee
Singular perfection breaths its warmth
Thou art magnificent Kerry.

Sincerely,

Eric Mackadangdang Hancock
 
Dear Mariposa,

In a torrential downpour of passion I sent GL a picture of my tuber.

I offer one thousand apologies!

Yours truly,

Mangas Bugnumb the Third
 
startenhash said:
dear person i wrote about previously

i still love you
you are avoiding me
i should take the hint, but until you dump me i am going to cling to what i have
and clinging isnt attractive :(
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well you dumped me, but i still love you.
you're an asshole, but i still love you.
you brought so much to my life, i don't know how i'm going to survive without you.
i'm sorry i'm not the person you want me to be.
if i could, i would.

love me
 
To my very special person,

Wow, firstly I honestly never ever thought i would be writing something in a thread such as this.

Fact is that i have never even been inside this thread before, but I must admit its a pretty cool place.

My weekend started with hardly any expectations whatsoever other than maybe the chance for some quality conversation. I guess I have learnt not to expect to much after being alone for so long.

I still cant believe that this has been anything other than the most amazing dream in history, but my weekend turned out to be amongst my most treasured times on this earth. Possibly the most treasured ever, in fact quite possibly so but then again its hard to be fair to those old memories when some of them are so old.

My fondest memory by far is something that many will think is so silly but for me it was the worth more than all the gold in the world.......simply being held by you and being able to hold you in return and know without any doubt in the world that you really did care about me.

Nothing will ever beat that feeling.

If being so dreadfully lonely all these years and crying myself to sleep and hating myself was the price I had to pay to wait until the moment was perfect in time and space to meet you.........then it was worth every bit of pain.

There are so many fabulous moments that it would be impossible to list them all but one other that really stood out for me was how empowering it can make you feel when you know that you can make someone smile as much as you did.

haha, for years keep smiling has been my motto.......decades actually and it has always been something that gave me a buzz when i made someone happy but the Buzz I got from you was off the friggin planet.........what a wonderful smile. A smile that could heal the world if enough people could see it at the same time. A smile that I will never ever forget.

I have had to wait so long to finally meet someone who is everything I could ever have hoped for and then some, but the wait was worth it.

My vocabulary is simply not extensive enough to provide the fully the thanks and warmth I have in my heart for you.

You truly are a very very special person and I feel honoured to be the person that you have chosen to spend some time with.

Thankyou so much.
 
greenfalcon said:
^^ nice mate :D good to see you're happy

sassylx, that letter is classic
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Thanks mate, I appreciate your thoughts. haha, I guess happiness is an understatement.

Hope things are well for you to mate.
 
Dear T,



I think you're an interesting person, have an old soul, and I'm crushing on you madly
 
Dear Crushee,

I've never been into stupid people but real intelligence has never turned me on as much is seems to with other people. But your mind is so intriguing to me and your intelliegent words and views get me thinking and get me toey. Your mind adds to your sexiness, which, on a physical level, is already amazing :) And if you read this you'll probably know I'm talking 'bout you. How embarrassing.

:) Bren

PS. Let's make out
 
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you're such a dork! Everytime I am around you I can't stop laughing. I loved it when you tore that hot milk carton out of my hand and crushed it then threw it on the floor dramatically and stepped on it because it was too hot and burned me. It makes me all giggly inside when you call me madam and I was impressed with your absinthe knowledge and your dreams to travel to Africa and become a doctor. And the truth is that today I was bubbly because I got to see you, but I am keeping that a secret for now. shhhh! ;)

haha!
 
You know when you look at me, i know that look. I remember it. I can feel my heart beating inside my chest when you look at me like that, i cant help but have that massive smile on my face.
Just so you know, i hate that i let you go.
 
i cant keep waiting forever for something thats not gonna happen and i need to change something and start recovering. i wish i could make it all go back to when it was new and fun and there wasnt so much hurt for me involved.
love..
 
The closer it gets to us legally saying those binding forever words, the happier I feel... and I hope that's not just adrenaline and endorphins speaking from the fun of planning the 'party'... I really don't think so, because I feel it in the quiet times too, the times we're watching TV and I have nothing on my mind and you're sitting there in your tracky pants and I look over and I think, yeah. I could live with him the rest of my life.

But it especially dawns on me when we have our heated, excited little conversations when we're both excited about stuff and both in a great mood... everything we say clicks, and the stuff that doesn't click we can easily laugh off as our "differences". I know that after 5 years this isn't just the honeymoon period either. And that's a great thing to have to look forward to.

I feel very lucky, and thankyou (although you'll never read this).
 
Hey ***** *

I love that you believe that there's meaning in your dreams, that you try to recognize the "coincidences" in life, that you try to find meaning in everything that happens in your world. I like that we share this. I hate that we share this, because you think it means we shouldn't be together. You had a dream about when you were going to meet your One. I came into the picture seven months too early. I want to shake you and tell you your dreams don't mean shit. I want to tell you you've lost touch with reality. I want to tell you that you're a dumbass and that your dreams are your subconscious, not your crystal ball to the future. But I can't, because I believe in dreams, too.

So, I swallowed the lump in my throat and I looked away from you when you told me. I fought back the tears threatening to streak my mascara because I didn't want you to think that you hurt me, because I knew you cared and it would pain you if you knew how much it hurt me. I still hung out with you every chance I had and I grew more and more fond of you. I cherished every hug you gave me, because you're one of the rare people who actually means it when you hug someone. Even if you wouldn't be with me, you made me feel like I really was an amazing person. Then you told me about a girl you met. I wanted to jam my fingers in my ears and hide in the corner. But I didn't. I turned up the corners of my mouth and smiled for you.

Remember that night it poured? You asked me if you could hug me, and with a cracking voice, I warned you that I wasn't going to let go. Remember sitting and shivering in the rain? I hugged you while you cried, at a time when more than anything, I needed someone to hug and protect me and tell me "Everything's going to be fine." You asked me what I wanted. "I want to be with you. More than anything." You told me you weren't good enough for me. It felt like you put a knife in my heart, and twisted it every time you repeated that. What about her? Are you good enough for her?

We hugged, kissed, peeled off layers of clothing...All the time in the back of my head was the nagging reminder, "I want to hold you and protect you in my arms tonight. I want us to lay together, wrapped in each other's arms. You feel soo amazing in my arms when we sleep." "Then why can't we??" "Because when I wake up in the morning, I'm going to be thinking of her and wishing I woke up next to her." Gnawing at the back of my mind, but we both want to live life saturated with experience right? So I pushed it out of my mind and relished every inch of your skin that touched mine. We stopped ourselves before we had sex and just laid there together, naked bodies and souls pressed together under the sheets. I entwined my fingers with yours and clung so hard that I must have cut off circulation. You asked if I was okay and once more in a cracked voice, I lied, "Yeah, I'm fine." I woke up in the morning and left your bed before you could wake up wishing I was her. I cried two days straight and avoided your gaze at all cost. Two days later I returned to our circle of friends and laughed as though nothing had happened and didn't say a word about it.

So we went back to being friends. Neither of us has said anything about that night. Do you even remember it? Things aren't working out very well with her. You want to love without abandon, and that doesn't seem to work long distance for you. You talk to me with eyes seeking advice. What do you want me to say? Am I really that good at pretending that it doesn't hurt? And now you're giving up on it with her. You're not even putting up a fight. You're just letting it slip away...and it makes me so mad. I can't be with you, but dammit someone deserves to have you in their life. You're such a damned amazing person that it's not fair to hide yourself from the world. You're being selfish. But how do I tell you this? I can't deny that I still hope there's some chance for us. So am I supposed to tell you that you're throwing your chance with her away?

I've been the aloof friend so many times before, but I don't remember it ever being this difficult or hurting this much. I don't like to call people best friends, but you're the closest I've come in a long time. You say I deserve better, but dammit... I love you. I love you with every inch of my heart and soul, as a friend and so much more. I promise I'll be there when you need me. I promise to try and be happy with you if you're with her. I can't promise that I can hide these tears from you much longer, but I'll try as hard as I can.
 
Hey ma man,

I just cant get you out of my mind today.

Cant write for long cos I have to get out to another job, but really wanted you to know just how much I care for you.

Those short chats we have over the phone help to keep me on a massive high and I yearn for each evening to come when we can spend our time together online before once more being together for 3 or 4 days each weekend.

Your a very special person and I love you so much.

Keep smiling dude and thanks for just being you.
 
Mine's short and simple.


Dear ______,

You are the most important thing in my life.
I love you more than anything else in this world and I wanna
spend the rest of my life with you.

Love, ______
 
Thankyou for being here...and living life to the fullest with moi...and yum cha...and loving my cooking...and drinking cocksuckling cowboys with me...fuck i could go on forever. and i would too.
 
Im sorry my boy, i know you werent accusing me of being a drug addict, i just feel like one. Im not getting the coke on the weekend, for my benefit and for our relationship, i dont want my habits to ruin that special thing we have. im going to get something else and then after our lil party in 2 weeks im leaving stuff alone for awhile, I know i dont do stuff anywhere near enough to be considered an addict but i think about it enough.

Ive been thinking tonight, alot actually, that maybe I made you feel aweful, i want you to tell me if you want to spend the night with me on friday because i know how it feels to be lonely and thats the last feeling i want you to feel, im always here for you.

Right now im pretty depressed, you didnt make me feel this way, i feel as though ive done something wrong by you, my heart is beating so fast right now, its because im thinking about how much i love you and that maybe you might leave me. I think im just being paranoid here because you've told me multiple times you dont wanna leave me but just the thought makes me feel sick in the stomach.

I love you x infinity. Your love and presence makes me feel alive, I want to forever be your love. I need a hug bad, i'll be thinking of you handsome, and your hugs and kisses. Remember that movie we watched the other night? well i'll take a quote from it..."you gave birth to me, i havent really lived until you" its true, id still be dead if it werent for you. theres no more limbo, im now in heaven. and im glad i can provide that for you...you make me cry inside with so many different emotions, and the desire to change what destructive habits i posess. i will say it again and many more times, i love you.
 
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