The Three On My Mind:
One
I'm not upset or angry, I just want to find a comfortable level for our interaction and to know that you have moved on. When I saw you I was ready to make the first move towards being 'friends' again but you ran away. Why? I hope you're ok.
Two
Spending time with you is what I've looked forward to the most lately. You make things so easy, so fun and so relaxing. Please don't feel bad about being honest, I feel so much better knowing that you will and often you're only defining the things I struggle to articulate.
I'll miss you very very much, I'm glad that I've had a chance to get to know you so much better before it got too late.
Every now and then when we share a look, I recognise a really special connection that I haven't had with anybody for years and years. Who'd have thought I'd get a kindrid spirit out of you after all these years? Ha!
Three
It comes and goes, this crush that I have on you. Over 5 years. There have been times where I'm sure something will have to happen or change but I'm not brave enough to talk or act. I'm sure you know about it, from time to time I'll be a bit weird. What are you thinking about all this?
Nobody else can comfort me like you do, or with the honesty and insight you have. You're constantly calling my bluffs and noticing when something is wrong. Your hugs are the bestest and they make me feel just right.
I couldn't ask for a better friend, so the coming and going crush will probably be there forever. And thats ok, I would just rather marry you
