our love shows that we are capable of such extreme emotions(you more then i?)
our hearts have grown, died, and regained the beat of life.
we can hate, and we can be overcome with caring emotion.
i am bipolar, we are bipolar, you are not.
i love you, and you love me.
i dont want you to live this, we have lived this.
you dont need to live this. it is i.
you have changend my life in the most possible way, i have gone... off further then most could understand.
you fuckin did it, you know ive seen this, and been through this, as you have to an extent, but i have never been through such horror, and i wish you hadnt.
i love you.
pleae take attention to this quote from TLB.You know you can do it, it's a chance at proving to yourself you can overcome, you can change, you can evolve, you can be more than the world expects or tells you to be. Your limits are your own, and you're expanding them - pushing the comfy boundaries you've settled into up to this point. Reaching for more, to be more, to live more....reaching, flexing and (re)developing skills, attitudes, beliefs about yourself and the world. You're growing. They are called growing pains, and it generally means life is getting better than it was.
how strange is the path life has suggested we choose, you are in what is the only home youve felt, you are the only home ive felt.
why are we here?
in needed, you are here because you are needed, and in the lowest nothing is needed.
again, i am reminded of rebirths, and the climb from where nothing is needed, that is freedom.
do you think this is fucking fun for me?!?
on a selfish note, its head first, with the most rational thoughts possible proceeding. and although you wonder why cant i do that here?
i need to go, and grow.
its because i need to go be what i can...
i have lived this, you stuck by me like a warrior. it has made you sick, no less then PTSD, its obvious, PTSD does not come lightly...
i shitingly hope i have brought some positivity to you life.
we love each other, lets do what we feel a loved one needs -
when in such pain.