MidnightBaby
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 15, 2008
- Messages
- 755
A, my greatest, deepest companion,
You crept so quietly away in the midst of louder, faster things. Did I let you go, or did you run, and it's taken this long to realise I've been abandoned?
For so long I lurched in a hateful murk, held there by rough stinking arms. But then you finally showed, holding that shining rope I'd long been living for. I still don't know how, or why you came.
There were hard days- long, hard days- and sleepless nights in our neediness. You were my answer for everything. I miss your wise advice, and unwavering tough stance. I had to be good, it was as easy as that. I miss your slender fingers, cold and tight sometimes, but I'm grateful. It was pretty simple - I could have everything I thought I wanted.
You haven't really left, so will I see you again? You're moody, utterly selfish, and so unstoppably driven, but you were alive so deep inside me. I don't burn hard or hot without you here.
L
You crept so quietly away in the midst of louder, faster things. Did I let you go, or did you run, and it's taken this long to realise I've been abandoned?
For so long I lurched in a hateful murk, held there by rough stinking arms. But then you finally showed, holding that shining rope I'd long been living for. I still don't know how, or why you came.
There were hard days- long, hard days- and sleepless nights in our neediness. You were my answer for everything. I miss your wise advice, and unwavering tough stance. I had to be good, it was as easy as that. I miss your slender fingers, cold and tight sometimes, but I'm grateful. It was pretty simple - I could have everything I thought I wanted.
You haven't really left, so will I see you again? You're moody, utterly selfish, and so unstoppably driven, but you were alive so deep inside me. I don't burn hard or hot without you here.
L
