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Write A Letter To Your Lover, SO or Crush Vol. IV!

Crush no 1:

Hi,
I've liked you for a long time (6 years or so), loved hanging out with you and everything else. I was an asshole towards you too often (but to be fair you were a bitch some times too). Anyway now that I think about it I'm sorry I never made a move. My excuse was that you had a boyfriend, but really I was afraid of being rejected. But you've forgiven me much worse than that so I believe that I should have tried. Besides, a few months ago you proved that you do care about me which is something I wasn't sure of for a long time. Now that you've moved in with your new bf I wish you the best. I know you're busy trying to establish a career and all but I'd really like for us to remain friends (and I guess you'd like that too since you always make time for me when I need help with something). Anyway I won't be making any moves on you now (not because I don't like you, but because I may be a bit amoral but I'm not a home wrecker), you and your bf are too serious and all. But if you ever need help with anything I'm here, just like you were there for me a few months ago. Wish you all the best!

ps
You're one of the best girls I've ever met being both nice to me and really hot and smart.

ps2
Don't color your hair brown again you look much better blonde (or I have a thing for blondes, not sure).
 
Crush no 2:

Hi,
I know you think I'm crazy or something even if I'm not sure why. I've always tried to treat you as best as I could, maybe I didn't succeed every time, but I was much better to you than to crush no 1, believe me. Doing things with you was always fun and I miss that a lot. You were always great company. I don't know why you changed your mind about me in a week, going from liking me to not even wanting to talk to me. You really hurt me doing that, I think that I at least deserved to know why. This is also why I tried to find out. If it's something I did I assure you it wasn't intended to hurt you or scare you or whatever (if I knew what it was I would apologize) and if you found some one else or just gotten bored with me you could have told me and I would have understood and let it be. Later I found out that my trying to figure out why you decided to cut me out of your life without an explanation made you thing I was even more crazy (not sure why because I didn't do anything crazy or stalkerish or anything like that). Anyway whatever your reasons were/are I'll respect your wishes and leave you alone. If you ever change your mind feel free to talk to me, you know how to reach me. I promise to have a civilised conversation. Can't promise anything more than that until you actually say whatever you have to say. But if things could go back to how they were I would be a happy man. Anyway I still wish you the best in life and if I hurt you by something I assure you that it was completely unintentional and that I'm sorry about it. Oh and try and tell the next guy why your leaving him, you'll hurt him much less that way.

ps
And you looked really hot with short red hair.
 
my angel,
I dreamt of you again last night. I can't seem to get over you. to me you're more than just a pretty face, in your heart is where I want to find my place. you run circles through my mind throughout the day. our love had more than words can say. I love you and cane seem to let you go. but one day I just hope you know. I'll take you back without second thought. you left me without reason, we never have fought. HW I want you to be here with me, can't you see how happy we'd be. with you I had something that I never felt. in your words my love, "we click like seatbelts".
 
26 months and a day since you left, still I'm here. Y'know last week I walked back to where we used to meet and I sat, all day, I just sat. Wishing, wanting, wondering where I went wrong. Hell, I know where I went wrong, I mean; how could the most perfect thing on this Earth love me? Tweaked out, mentally ill career junkie with intermittent psychosis. It's fucking laughable.
But, thanks to you I now have dreams, did you know I'm back at college? Got a place in a top 10 University, actually, so thing's aren't as bad. I can't believe I ever let you go, I've cried myself to sleep for so long, but I try to sleep more, its the only place that you, I, and our daughter (god rest her soul) are still together.
I won't beg you to come back, although nothing would make me happier, just please give me some way of knowing you still care. If you're happy then everything has not been in vain.
I know one day we'll meet again, and I pray to God that you still look at me with those big, beautiful, blue eyes the same way you did before. My world is black without you, please Shannon, just please be happy. And don't you ever, ever think yourself wrong. You showed me Heaven, and one day we'll be there together. So long, my sweet Angel, so long. I love you.
 
This has been a whirlwind ride with you and I don't regret any moment of it. You push me to do things I'd never think of doing, and I enjoy every moment of it. I've spilled my guts to you on a near-daily basis, and I don't talk to anybody. You do the same with me, and we share secrets like they're commonplace. You thought I'd be freaked out when you told me you could see me everyday of the week and not get bored, but I didn't have the balls to say I feel the same way. Usually I can't be around the same person for more than a couple hours without getting repulsed. I don't know what you do to me, but I love it. You told me you loved me last night and nearly had a panic attack. Goddamn you're so fucking cute it's disgusting. It took me a couple minutes, but I worked up the courage to tell you I love you too, after such a short time together. Nothing had been slow about this relationship, and I'm not scared about that fact. You're quickly becoming my best friend, and a fantastic lover. My body is covered in bruises and scratch-marks, but you've left your most indelible mark on my heart. That's mushy as fuck, but I don't give a fuck: I love you.
 
You know I love you. I'm feeling mushy and feminine for the first time in years and it's all you. I've never felt like this and just hearing you or seeing you makes me melt inside. Gosh, I've known you for so long and never had the guts to tell you how I felt until recently. Now it's the next phase of this romantic movie we've made and I can't get enough. Sorry for not telling you sooner! I guess it was best for it to happen now. I still have to wait for you, but that's okay. You waited long enough for me.

I haven't even been alone with you yet, but something tells me it's going to be a spectacular firework show. Thank you for everything, love. <3
 
It happened again. The beautiful feeling of a new found crush. It's the same story, the ones that you like best are the ones that you can never have. It's like this part of the universe is working against me or maybe it's a part of the universe that i need to understand. There are probably 1 million other people that i can feel this way about. Some with more intensity, some with less. It is always the same story, just a different ending leaving me to hang. Expectations becomes a powerful enemy when you feel optimistic. It just makes you fall harder when crashing down. I understand it is this part of me that makes me feel like this. Keeping myself open for the hope that it could happen. i can understand the depths of science, the philosophy of Descartes, the beauty within music, but this, this is something beyond a level of understanding. It shouldn't be tampered or controlled because there are some things that just happen. i do hope that one day it will be with you or someone else. All i desire is the will to love.
 
On this corporate holiday,
I gave up cigarettes for you (today makes day 4) as my valentines day gift. Now you can put up with my shit for a few extra years.
 
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I like you. I like you a lot.

I feel some comfort in that and you. I have my fingers crossed.
 
HI
I guess you are full of fear or some unknown complex. Wishing you well with that. I don't like to be ignored. Here I go, keeping my energy. Taking care to get laid. Where is mera jaan.
NMSKR
 
everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me.
I try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out.
I guess the jokes on me.
 
sharklaser said:
everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me.
I try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out.
I guess the jokes on me.
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You aren't well known enough here to be using a NIN song. :P

And as for you, my love:

I cannot believe how patient you've been with me. I broke down to you last night, sobbing hysterically and you took it like a champ. I guess love really does conquer all. Now I just need to see you so that I can make us official. I need to give you the most romantic first kiss you've ever experienced because babe, you're worth it. <3
 
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