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Write A Letter To Your Lover, SO or Crush Vol. IV!

I'm going to cook a dinner for you. These are the first steps. I'm not doing this because I am rooted in expectation, but simply for knowing I've done all I can. I want to marry so I'm putting my complete energy in that direction.

On second thought - in expectation - I'm preparing my mind for the day when you disappear. I'm unwilling to feel that vacuum that comes after the Hope. At least you're providing me a platform to make way for the revolutionary one (on his way).
 
:-)
I really can't wait until we are married.
It is all I think about.
So happy we have found each other & share such a strong connection.
 
I feel like I've known you all my life. we finish eachothers sentences, we're smiling til our faces hurt, and when you told me you loved me I felt as if I've been waiting all my life to hear that. I love you angel.
 
Ms.G;

I am so truly taken aback by you. I had in my mind constructed this abstraction of a person. An idealistic, unobtainable model. Not unlike the abstractions in my academic field, unphysical ideas like perfect vacuum, frictionless movement, a gas with only thermal, and no degeneracy pressure. Or from the computer world, a universal Turing machine.

Then I came to know you. To my amazement, you fit that abstraction EXACTLY. You are a tangible, physical instance of an ideal person. No one, not even in principle, could be better ,in any sense, than you.

You are perfect to me. <3
 
Dear M,
You are my current crush and I want you.. a lot.. You're so beautiful and so smart and too good for me. For some reason I thought you wanted me too but maybe I was too busy staring at your boobs to really catch onto nonverbal cues, because you didn't hit me up in my dorm room last night. I came off as too desperate, I get that, but I thought you were DTF because I thought you must have been pushing out your tits when we were talking the other day, they can't just naturally look that big...Fuck. Apparently they can, because I'm getting nowhere with you.

Dear K,
God dammit why do you have to be standing there with your friends smoking cigs every time I step out of my fucking building. Fuck you. I loved you, so it hurts when you say "hi, j-----" when I walk by you, like you're flirting with me, when I know for a fact you wish I didn't ever come back to college. You're the reason I got addicted to heroin, you're the reason I quit heroin, and you're the reason I went back to school here. But apparently that didn't mean shit to you. Every time I see you I hate myself a little bit more.
 
I know i told you that i dont want to talk to you, that I have no desire to talk to you. but thats only half true. I want to talk to you so badly. It just hurts too much. You know it too.
 
"Dreaming"

Dreaming of you
Every single day and
every single night of my life
But someone else is holding you tight
So I'll see you in my dreams girl

Have you ever wanted someone so bad
That you really didn't care if they had
Any idea how you feel
(cause your dreams are so real)

Please help me
(to understand this feeling)
I'm dreaming (your body so appealing)
You're committed to someone else
But here in my mind, I have you all to myself

I know how your lips taste and feel though
I've never kissed them for real
so I find myself drifting away
(to my secret place)

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord, you're in my dreams
But you're committed to someone else
But here in my mind,
I have you all to myself
 
you thought you could play with my heart eh? well the homegroup all knows what kind of a shady bitch you are and so do your coworkers (btw I made out with your coworker last night). your new guy is suspecting your ways and guess what? ill probably find your name in the obits and I will shed one tear... because I will be sad I didn't get to hurt you more. I let you in and you broke my heart, my heart is like glass. fragile and beautiful. but when it breaks it becomes razor sharp cutting anyone who mishandled it. the cuts are just now beginning... you knew this before we got together so I gave you a fair warning.
 
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