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Write A Letter To Your Lover, SO or Crush Vol. IV!

i love you, but fuck you. fuck you for making me cry. fuck me for letting myself do this to myself AGAIN. fuck you for getting to me. you dont deserve to make me feel this low about myself. you totally killed my self confidence. i hate myself for giving you that much power over me.

but thank you for the things you taught me.

i guess i had to learn this lesson a fuckin' gain.
 
You are going through heartbreak and heartache. You have few friends, here and there...but I'd like to believe I'm always there to make you see just how special and beautiful you truly are. Perhaps you take me for granted, I'd certainly believe so, but only because I want you for myself and anything sort of loving me is unacceptable, no matter how unreasonable that outlook may be.

Slowly, but surely you are getting over him. And I'm here to help. You know this. and slowly, but surely you are letting me into your head, into your heart. We shared something special last night, and I never wanted it to end, but it had to, and now that it's over I see you knew it was special too. It's rubbing off on you, and more and more, little by little I'd like to believe my game plan is working. It may not get me direct results with you now, but hell...that only means now is not the right time.

I want you for myself, but we both know we are not ready to share emotions and a relationship just yet. It's too soon. Too soon; I hate saying those words, because all I want is you - Now! But deep down, I know even if I got you right this second, I wouldn't know what to do with you; I wouldn't know what to do with what we'd share.

Till then, I remain by your side as a friend and one who on the rare occasion gets to see your love and affection. You know just how I feel, and slowly you are letting me know just how you feel as well. You are mysterious, more so than anyone I've ever known. But I love it, and as painful as this game between us is, I'm enjoying it, for the simple fact that I'm playing this game with you.
 
this is a song that I didnt write, but it couldnt be more spot on for how I feel right now...

Stay with me just for today
Let your soul come and rest for a minute now
Share your mind if you have some time, I would love to sit and talk to you
I will wait if you ask me to but I won't stay here forever now
I know your heart could keep me warm if you let me stay

What can I say? What can I do? Is there any way to get through to you
I put myself into your shoes and I walk around these streets of yours
It's cold outside where you stay but my heart is not far away
So take a breath and close your eyes. I want to hold you

I feel that your eyes won't open
and these dreams, my heart I can't decieve them
Maybe the moon will come down and save me
Maybe your eyes will stop me from falling
Oh, I'm drowning, yeah
 
youre adorable, sir. there's no need for this. there's no need to feel so insecure about who you are. we share our time together but we cant base our sense of self on the other. i dont like to see you this way and i dont think there's anything healthy i can do to make you feel better. i dont think what youre going through has anything to do with me at all. dammit man.
 
hey girl, I can only guess how you feel about us right now but I'm so torn... Don't get it wrong, you mean a lot to me and I savor every minute I spend we spend together, but at the same time you make me panic. I'm coming out of a long relationship and to say the least we didn't serve each other well the last years. Lol that sounds so cheesy... But the thought of getting involved in a serious relationship again scares the hell out of me. I can't do this right now, I don't want any strings attached. But I doubt that you can accept that. That's so fucked up. We have to sort this out. I surely don't want to lose you, but it's getting far too serious for me...
 
hey girl, I can only guess how you feel about us right now but I'm torn... Don't get it wrong, you mean a lot to me and I savor every minute I spend we spend together, but at the same time you make me panic. I'm coming out of a long relationship and to say the least we didn't serve each other well the last years. Lol that sounds so cheesy... But the thought of getting involved in a serious relationship again scares the hell out of me. I can't do this right now, I don't want any strings attached. But I doubt that you can accept that. That's so fucked up. We have to sort this out. I surely don't want to lose you, but it's getting far too serious for me...
 
Babe we have gotten so close these past few weeks. The nights we spent together were incredible. I can still smell your sweet smell on me... I know we're both early in recovery, but i know i wont do you wrong. In time you will see i want to be your friend, your lover, and companion in recovery. Youre amazing and i look forward to seeing you today angel.

~always,
B
 
Dear Short Term Ex,

We haven't been together long enough for you to completely break me apart from the way you treated me, and I am thankful for that. I don't even have fond thoughts of you any more. Every time my mind goes there, I remember what a terrible person you are and anything good diminishes. I guess what I feel for you is pity. No regrets, no sadness, no hatred. Part of me thinks karma will get you, but another part wishes you nothing but well, because I don't want to infiltrate my mind with negative, hostile thoughts.

You have taught me that the people I meet in life are going to steal my energy away from me, and that I need to be mindful of who I let in. You have also taught me that I am not nearly as weak, vulnerable or hopeless and you have so maliciously tried to convince me... although I think I knew all of that already. I have also learnt from you that it is not necessary to seek explanations or reasons as to why people are the way they are. Sometimes people are just fucking terrible and evil, and that is that, but that's okay because there are also wonderful people if I look hard enough. From this, I have also found that I have amazing friends who have my back, that I am loved, that there is absolutely nothing wrong with me (and I actually am a good fucking person), and that I can be happy (and am happy!) within myself.

I guess the whole point of our brief encounter was for me to learn all of that.

I am now ready for whatever is to come.
I am the strongest and most mature (both spiritually and consciously) than I have been in years.
 
lol @ guy using "hey girl"

eh.

guy 1: if you could go ahead and stop being the most perfect fuck up loser ever and ruin it all by turning out to be a serial killer or...no, that wouldn't work either. well, i guess you've won. don't worry. don't feel too alone. i believe under the care of many hardcore tranquilizers we can one day be together again.
 
To my soul mate you know who you are,your my rock and my best friend i feel so lucky to have you in my life youre theren for me in good times and bad and im so thankful to you for making me believe in myself .I love you so much and i hope that you know that no matter what should ever happen ill never let you go,love forever to you P from Pammy xxx
 
I love you P,so so much your such an amazing person im very lucky to have you im never letting you go ill treasure you for all time i love you dearly i hope you know this....love always and forever more from Pammy xxx
 
fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you do not deserve to make me feel this low about myself. you are not in control of my self worth.
 
DamagedLemon said:
Dear Short Term Ex,

We haven't been together long enough for you to completely break me apart from the way you treated me, and I am thankful for that. I don't even have fond thoughts of you any more. Every time my mind goes there, I remember what a terrible person you are and anything good diminishes. I guess what I feel for you is pity. No regrets, no sadness, no hatred. Part of me thinks karma will get you, but another part wishes you nothing but well, because I don't want to infiltrate my mind with negative, hostile thoughts.

You have taught me that the people I meet in life are going to steal my energy away from me, and that I need to be mindful of who I let in. You have also taught me that I am not nearly as weak, vulnerable or hopeless and you have so maliciously tried to convince me... although I think I knew all of that already. I have also learnt from you that it is not necessary to seek explanations or reasons as to why people are the way they are. Sometimes people are just fucking terrible and evil, and that is that, but that's okay because there are also wonderful people if I look hard enough. From this, I have also found that I have amazing friends who have my back, that I am loved, that there is absolutely nothing wrong with me (and I actually am a good fucking person), and that I can be happy (and am happy!) within myself.

I guess the whole point of our brief encounter was for me to learn all of that.

I am now ready for whatever is to come.
I am the strongest and most mature (both spiritually and consciously) than I have been in years.
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Well said, you beautiful spirit.
 
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