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Write A Letter To Your Lover, SO or Crush Vol. IV!

First the bad news... You have a live in boyfriend that is NOT the father of your son (Please don't ever think your son is a problem since I love kids, he's a plus) and you work with me.... Now that i've said the only two bad things about you? I gotta say that my day revolves around the few minutes that we get to talk in person, our occasional lunches we spend togther and our 80+ emails we send back and forth to eachother a day. I love to look into your big brown eyes and see that wonderful smile of yours... I'd love the even more if those lips would say you'd be mine and your eyes were only for me...
 
You drive me crazy. I simply don't know what I'm suppose to do, or how I'm suppose to feel about you. You're a cool chick, someone I like talking to, someone I like spending time with. But what do I gotta do to see you anymore? I feel like all my efforts to build a friendship with you falls flat. I'm not sure if I should be angry at myself, or if I have no reason to be mad at all. Am I being unreasonable to expect you to try as well? Why should you even try? I have nothing to offer you besides my presence, and everything I own and possess. It was never enough for anybody else, why should I ever expect it to be enough for you?

I'm simply tired of trying to make things work between myself, and the people I find interest in. I like you, and want to build some kind of relationship with you. Admitting that, makes me feel like a fool. And I don't expect you to give a shit. In my mind, I know you have no real reason to. But I still hope you'd try and make an effort. I know I'm boring, I know I don't do much with my life. But fuck it, try will you? Be the one to hit me up. Be the one who asks to see me. Chase me! Show me that you have an interest in knowing me. Otherwise, I just feel left out, I feel like anything I say or do is going to be pointless, wasted effort.
 
Fuck! Why didn't you pick up the phone? Why wasn't it you who spoke on my mailbox? I know there are a million reasons for this but right now I'm freaking out a bit...
 
Hannah,

I'm scared to go into these waters again, as my anxiety really hits me hard.
But I will try my hardest.

I already know I'll end up in pain, but this experience is worth it.

Jack.

==
I wish I could be like one of those people who can talk on the phone all day to their girlfriend/boyfriend.
I also realize I should love myself.
I'm learning...
==
 
Dear C,

I miss you. Saw this image:
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And realized how emotionally unstable and vulnerable I am without your comfort in my life anymore. I really dont know how much more I can take, but Im going to try my best to make it through this just to see you again. I know a lot can happen between now and then. Just know that no matter what happens, relationship or not, youll always have a place in my heart and I will always care for you.

-Y
 
Woman, get your head in order, stat. Or, is that your heart?

I'd tell you to take five minutes out to just sort your shit out and think about what you want, not what's being offered but, I know you won't listen anyway. and hey, you only get one life, why not live the shit out of it? Whatever it is that's meant to work out, will, right? Or it won't, and you'll pick up the pieces and keep throwing them in the air until they fall and make something new and fun and amazing, right?

sometimes, it's ok to not have answers, but to have fun looking for them. stop making decisions to live by and just be.

i really do love the shit out of you; you're fucking worth it and you know it <3
 
dear nay,

i've loved you forever. talking to you the other night was pretty wonderful. i'm sorry we fought for a bit though. i hope your mom's surgery goes well today, and it'd be great if we finally gave it a shot... 9 years i've been waiting =p
 
Dear you

Im sorry I pretended I even cared or was mad at you even as a joke when you broke all those dishes and the dishwasher a few hours ago, I should have been silent like when you broke my other two priceless sentimental bongs on accident.

we're cool now but I'm still sorry and you'll probably never know :)

-me
 
Dear forever ago,
You were the first person on whom I had a crush, and the first I asked to be my girlfriend. You said no, but we kept a loose friendship over the years. Eventually you dated a junkie friend of mine and made your choice to let that evil in. On some level that made me sad, which says a lot considering I was dealing with my own serious relationships/drinking. Funny, I wouldn't be writing this if it weren't for your visitation of my dream last night. It was agape-like compassion and closeness, rather than typical flagrant lust. What could have brought you back?

Inevitably, the realization set in I've not seen you in years, and lacking personal belief in fate, I see no reason why I would see you soon. A somber feeling of acceptance set in shortly thereafter. I hope you are well and still as vibrant and fiercely independent as I knew you. Now, as is such in dreams, I'll go off and forget.
 
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First the bad news... You have a live in boyfriend that is NOT the father of your son (Please don't ever think your son is a problem since I love kids, he's a plus) and you work with me.... Now that i've said the only two bad things about you? I gotta say that my day revolves around the few minutes that we get to talk in person, our occasional lunches we spend togther and our 80+ emails we send back and forth to eachother a day. I love to look into your big brown eyes and see that wonderful smile of yours... I'd love the even more if those lips would say you'd be mine and your eyes were only for me...
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I like this one
 
to the you fase,

id wake to your eggs forever, my love. to the end of islands and through bustling bushes of wayward shenanigans. we're a two man band on wheels writing love ballads about favorite meals and wasting time in trees on the brink of insanity. for the bud to my doyle, ill make the way if you set up camp.

larve larve larve
the me
 
I know for a fact you liked me not too long ago. You sparked my interest, but now you leave me unsure if you are still interested. My instincts tell me your not, and that's okay. Yet, every so often I get gut feelings that you still might have feelings for me. Through your body language, the way we interact, the subtle details speak volumes. My uncertainty drives me crazy at times, which is why I wish you'd be more upfront. I tell myself, if you were interested, you would hit me up more often, you would make more moves. Perhaps I'm at fault for thinking these things, yet whenever I put effort into developing a friendship with you, you seem uninterested. When I pull back, you seem interested. It's a weird game we have going on. I'm still trying to figure out the rules.

Bottom line, I'm fine with what we have now, a solid friendship. I'd like more, and if you do too than simply say so. I made the first move, so now it's your turn. I'm gonna keep dropping hints, and having my fun with you, but I won't for long, cause I'm not one to play games like this. I wouldn't want to anyway, cause like I said before, the constant uncertainty stuck in my head drives me a little more insane each and every day.
 
You're in the other room, you get mad when I leave for long periods of time. Sometimes even when I just use the computer for a long time! True, we've had our rough patches like any couple, but I wish you weren't so paranoid. I love you, I need you, I can't stand it when you're angry... I'll never cheat on you. I wish you would make love to me tonight. : )
 
Nothing feels right without you. I won't be happy again until I'm back in your arms :(
 
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