pharmakos
Bluelighter
communication is suffering. i am sorry. i sometimes get frustrated when i shouldn't. <7
You probably won't read this, but, I hope you do. And even if you don't, it's all stuff I've said to you before anyway
I have so much love for you, I don't even think you realise how much. You helped me so much in my greatest time of need and without your love and support I would definitely not currently be at this fantastic point in my life. For that alone, I can never thank you enough. Everything else is icing on the cake babe. I can't wait to visit you and just hang out and enjoy each other's company. It's going to be absolutely out of this world. Bliss auto-pilot in full effect tbph.
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Wednesday is the last day I get to see you for I have no idea how long. Im dying inside and have no idea how Ill be able to continue living without your hand holding mine. In the last few months youve made me happier than Ive been in over two years and I thank you for that. Unfortunately this period of elevated happiness is nearing the end and I absolutely hate it. You already knew I was leaving before we ever got together and to this very day, I still question why this ever happened when we both knew of the pain we are now going through. The only answer I can think of is: we cant help it when we fall for someone.
And damn, did I fall for you....
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