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Strangulation

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Hello guys, I am pretty new here, despite reading and lurking on BL for a few years. I wanted to create this topic, because I've read a lot of those "scary" drugs, but each of them is scary for it's own reason (maybe some of my knowledge are myths?) I'd like to know what you think about it. I would probably never do any of them in my life, except of alcohol of course. Please correct me if I'm wrong about any, and feel free to add your thoughts/experiences

So here it goes:
  1. Alcohol - for underestimating it, and scale of usage, I had to include it on the list.
  2. Super strong opioids like Fentanyl (including those stronger versions like sulfentanyl, carfentanyl, maybe etorphine too?) They say one good shot of H can get you addicted, so I cannot imagine how do you feel using substance much stronger which quicker crosses blood-brain barrier... Very easy to overdose, I've read about a daughter which died because she hugged her mother for a few seconds. Mom had a fent patch on herself. That's crazy and almost beyond belief.
  3. Flakka / alfa-PVP - those scary trip reports of people getting paranoia, cannibalising other people, no sleep for days, behaving like they are posessed etc. Even if some of those stories are fake, rest of them are sure make me stay away from it
  4. Krokodil - which I believe is "dirty" or cheap morphine or heroin and if you do not inject it perfectly, your body starts to rot. Saw a documentary of it, it's especially popular in poor parts of Russia.
  5. Very strong stims - crack cocaine and methamphetamine. Especially crack, which is very short lasting and user has a huge craving to repeat it. They say meth can be reasonably safe if used properly. However, in mass media (see Breaking Bad, or Faces of Meth) it's portrayed as very scary and hardcore drug. Also I've read some article/study where it said meth gives user so much pleasure, that it is like 100x stronger than all natural pleasures, like sex. I cannot imagine it, and how can you do it once or twice and never again
  6. Deliriants - especially Datura. Trip reports lasting 3 or 4 days, with people reading books that did not exist, or speaking to imaginary friends for hours(!), which usually ended in a hospital or mental asylum. Hard to dose properly (one does not know how much substance is in a seed?) and very easy to overdose.
  7. Inhalants that directly kill your brain cells, like glue, deodorants etc. I cannot wrap my mind how you can get "high" by directly poisoning you and killing your brain cells directly. As far as I know (but inhalants is the group I know least about) they do not act on any neurotransmitter, just prevent the oxygen getting to the brain? Crazy shit.
Feel free to correct/add anything on the list. Once again, I'm happy to be a part of this forum :)
 
Scopolamine IV and snorted. The effects of a mild overdose are terrifying never mind the hallucinations.
IV coke was pretty scary and even now I get anxiety thinking about it.
Amfenolic acid due to it's massive tenancy to cause compulsive redosing and has antibiotic properties.

Pyrovalerones are nice if you can moderate but rough and nasty if you can't.
 
"Worst" and "scary" to me are quite different things. Worst is of course a very broad term, and scary can itself refer to a few different aspects of a substance - the subjective effects, and the impact on society. Out of those that you listed, deliriants are the only ones that to me seem like they would have quite frightening effects (although I have never done any, and am not certain I ever will). Other than that, the scary element is largely related to it's potential effects on society, and on drug users. Yes, fentanyl is scary just because of the fact it is apparently becoming such a common cut and is of course an extremely dangerous cut. But assuming that people KNOW what they are taking, with proper handling and safety, fentanyl is not any more scary than other opiates, I don't think. In the hands of the poorly informed, or amoral operators, profit-motivated operators, of course, any drug can be extremely dangerous. The harm of the other substances (hard stimulants, deliriants, alcohol) is arguably largely a product of social factors, again, rather than a result of any inherent property of the substance in question. I mean, very few people I think would choose to do inhalants were they educated about the dangers and with absolutely ANYTHING ELSE available to them...

On the basis of the somewhat dubious nature of the "scary" aspect, I would prefer to answer this question in the context of the drug with the most frightening subjective effects, and for me that had to be 3-MeO-PCP, hands down.
 
Man krokodil even if you inject correctly, it will rot the skin over time. the actual name is desomorphine and it's not the chemical itself that rots ur skin but the impurities from the production process. I would try desomorphine if it was 99.9% pure but not the shit concoction they make from codeine, that is like shooting up acid to ur veins. NZN
 
Definitely crystal meth. My twenty years of drug addiction, this drug has by far been the most powerful, what's so scary about this is it throws you in a state of psychosis and delusions without even realizing it, it comes on so smoothly, and there is nothing u can you can do to help it or prevent it. An example is being up for two days, was dating a girl at the time living with me. My friend texted me on some bullshit, indirectly saying he heard my girl is a slut , coincidentally. That spun me so much I believed that she was really cheating on me and conspiring to leave out, call her meth meth dealer and beat the shit out of me. The second thing I had was night terrors. Waking out of my sleep, dream like state for four hours, running around the neighborhood for hours with just boxers on thinking we were in a huge war and soldiers were trying to capture and kill me. Girlfriend called police stating I freak out and ran away. When I finally snapped out of it, I didn't know if I killed someone and blacked out, or whatever happened prior to my episode. Very scary shit
 
Scariest for me was taking way to much powder dxm.

A friend of mine got his hands on an absurd amount of powder dxm ( not cough syrup). At the time and for years previous I was heavily into psychedelics was very experienced and read alot about dxm and the upper plateau trip reports really caught my attention so I was thrilled to try it as I was into high dose psychedelics at the time and had this whole obsession with them.( as experienced with psychedelics as i was even with extreme doses.. I was naively convinced I could handle one of these 4th plateau trips and I was very wrong)

My buddy swore he weighed and dosed the capsules... He didn't. He packed as much would fit into each. I remember it first coming on feeling alot like MDMA. I was sitting in a friends basement playing cards waiting for it to come On and I remember this extreme euphoria and the way the cards looked while being shuffled made me smile and laugh and feel great..deep thoughts began soon after. Oh yah it's coming on. Anywhere from 20 mins - 45 mins after that it was like a light switch flipped and it Went mellow and happy to really really scary. Nothing really triggered it, it just kind of happened and I went outside to try and snap outta the panic and it just escalated from there. I kept getting this snap in and out sensation. Pure all out out of body hallucinations of entire events. Very much like I read about but it didn't feel positive for me Like it did in the reports. I also had this eerie just bad feeling that was all consuming.. It wasn't just panic. It was this feeling of just awful. I was in this delusional state for a good 15hours. I remember thinking if I get my skateboard I'll focus on That and I'll be ok but it was impossible. Snap.. I'm at my house getting it. Snap I'm in my old schools parking lot. Total time lapse like teleporting no recollection of the trip to my house or to the school. The plan was to skate the ledges but that wasn't happening. I ended up in my old schools parking Lot laying staring at the sky. All out delusional hallucinations. I was seeing people coming in and out of the school. Even caught myself talking to them Having full all out conversations and then snapping back into somewhat reality and at the Time I was thinking oh they must of left, looking back obviously this wasn't the case it was 4 am in July. They'd just kind of apear. I never saw them physically come out of the schools doors but for some reason I didn't think it was weird they were just appearing. Then Snap. I'm again in my friends basement sitting on his couch questioning if this whole ordeal at my old school Even happened. ( it did by the way I did leave, grab my skateboard, went to the school and then came back to this kids house) the snap sensation was really crazy. Its really creepy it wasn't like mushrooms or lsd where you know the visuals and auditory stuff are from the substance they all feel REAL as if you're not on a substance. The whole dissociative effect of dxm really fucked me up for a long time after honestly it was a good 6months I was feeling strange after. I don't blame the substance I blame myself for trusting someone saying its dose was what it was instead of testing it myself. I also had these huge red itchy blotches all over me for 2days. I can go into details of the trip from beginning to end in detail if you'd like it's really alot, but if this wasn't What you were looking for i didn't want to go into crazy detail since this is already very long.

Be safe,
B
 
I 3rd this DXM

The first time I did it I got nothing off 800mg, the 2nd time I did it I took 300mg & was hit with something that made me think I had lost my mind & I truly prayed to "God" to make me better.
Time kept "collapsing" & I kept getting total ego death, the moment it would come back & I could remember I was human but not knowing where I was & what the hell was going on BANG.......I'd forget again. Time was so stretched out 5 seconds felt like 50 years & I was in a darkroom with the only light from the tv, a show was on called Topgear & it was the episode where Jeremy Clarkson was driving the Atom & all I could see was his wobbly face, I bewgan to think he was some alien God that had invaded my flat & I should worship him.

DXM is horrific

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ANewKindOfArmy said:
That and I'll be ok but it was impossible. Snap.. I'm at my house getting it. Snap I'm in my old schools parking lot. Total time lapse like teleporting no recollection of the trip to my house or to the school. The plan was to skate the ledges but that wasn't happening. I ended up in my old schools parking Lot laying staring at the sky. All out delusional hallucinations.
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THIS 100%

Thank God I'm not alone here.
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
THIS 100%

Thank God I'm not alone here.
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Oh man I'm suprised how common this effect from this is. Our entire friend group had negative experiences with it but i honestly chalked that up to me explaining the situation that happened to me with it. You know like unintentionally planting a negative thought in the back of their minds of the mess of a situation I had. Looks like that wasn't the case haha

The ego loss and snap in snap out and all around scary feeling does infact seem as a common effect sadly. It's definitely nice to know I'm not alone in this but still oh man that night and after effects are like stamped into my brain haha
 
As much as I fear smoking Salvia again I think in the right setting & getting my mind right before I hit it I would give it another go but DXM no way. That stuff should be used on prisoners in jail that refuse to behave.
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
As much as I fear smoking Salvia again I think in the right setting & getting my mind right before I hit it I would give it another go but DXM no way. That stuff should be used on prisoners in jail that refuse to behave.
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Hahaha yeah dxm is the only psychedelic like drug I wouldn't recommend or that I couldn't take anything positive away from the experience the only positive was it ending.. I've heard dxm called "ketamines retarded little brother" it's ketamines evil deranged little brother.
 
Datura Stramonium tincture, home grown. Not worst but Scary Powerful. I value the experience and will not repeat it.
 
1500 ug of acid and somehow ending up in hell instead of pure bliss and saw hardcore cosmic evil for hours and hours with no anchor to reality just me and a date with the devil for infinity
 
Strangulation said:
Hello guys, I am pretty new here, despite reading and lurking on BL for a few years. I wanted to create this topic, because I've read a lot of those "scary" drugs, but each of them is scary for it's own reason (maybe some of my knowledge are myths?) I'd like to know what you think about it. I would probably never do any of them in my life, except of alcohol of course. Please correct me if I'm wrong about any, and feel free to add your thoughts/experiences

So here it goes:
  1. Alcohol - for underestimating it, and scale of usage, I had to include it on the list.
  2. Super strong opioids like Fentanyl (including those stronger versions like sulfentanyl, carfentanyl, maybe etorphine too?) They say one good shot of H can get you addicted, so I cannot imagine how do you feel using substance much stronger which quicker crosses blood-brain barrier... Very easy to overdose, I've read about a daughter which died because she hugged her mother for a few seconds. Mom had a fent patch on herself. That's crazy and almost beyond belief.
  3. Flakka / alfa-PVP - those scary trip reports of people getting paranoia, cannibalising other people, no sleep for days, behaving like they are posessed etc. Even if some of those stories are fake, rest of them are sure make me stay away from it
  4. Krokodil - which I believe is "dirty" or cheap morphine or heroin and if you do not inject it perfectly, your body starts to rot. Saw a documentary of it, it's especially popular in poor parts of Russia.
  5. Very strong stims - crack cocaine and methamphetamine. Especially crack, which is very short lasting and user has a huge craving to repeat it. They say meth can be reasonably safe if used properly. However, in mass media (see Breaking Bad, or Faces of Meth) it's portrayed as very scary and hardcore drug. Also I've read some article/study where it said meth gives user so much pleasure, that it is like 100x stronger than all natural pleasures, like sex. I cannot imagine it, and how can you do it once or twice and never again
  6. Deliriants - especially Datura. Trip reports lasting 3 or 4 days, with people reading books that did not exist, or speaking to imaginary friends for hours(!), which usually ended in a hospital or mental asylum. Hard to dose properly (one does not know how much substance is in a seed?) and very easy to overdose.
  7. Inhalants that directly kill your brain cells, like glue, deodorants etc. I cannot wrap my mind how you can get "high" by directly poisoning you and killing your brain cells directly. As far as I know (but inhalants is the group I know least about) they do not act on any neurotransmitter, just prevent the oxygen getting to the brain? Crazy shit.
Feel free to correct/add anything on the list. Once again, I'm happy to be a part of this forum :)
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Dude you can’t get addicted physically or mentally on heroin or anything on this planet the first time you do it except perhaps Love or Sex. Smh like how stupid are you seriously??? You could boy everyday for weeks even months before you develop a habit and will get sick without it. As far as mental addiction, it takes 2 weeks of constant use or a behavior to create a neurological pathway to even form a habit smh. Don’t believe everything you hear. Most people are completely naive gullible and just a few IQ points away from being mentally retarded, literally.
 
^that's a rudely constructed and not entirely correct statement. i do like that you included love in the list of what could be instantly addictive.
 
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