Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
A couple of summers ago, back in the mephedrone era, I promised my grandma I was going to spend a day with her as she was all alone in the middle of August. Anyway I'd been binging on drone non stop for at least a couple of days, went down her dodgy neighbourhood full of high rise social housing, this is southern europe in the middle of August so there's all these old people hanging around sitting on chairs on the pavement outside buildings
End up walking to the market with her, obviously before leaving the house I'd done more drone so I was pretty much buzzing off me tits. Coming back from the market I was carrying all the shopping bags and I started really struggling, it was really sunny and hot and I was sweating like crazy.
Anyway cutting the story short I started having the worst palpitations ever, shakes and my vision went all white. I had to sit down on a bench while grandma went to buy me a bottle of water. She ended up carrying all the shopping back to the flat as I was struggling to keep up just walking.
So yeah I was really embarassed about that, my 79 year old grandma is in better shape than me. I really thought I was gonna die, I mean it was probably 39 degrees celsius and walking under the sun on drone really is not a good idea.
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Another time, I had promised my grandma(yes I am a very good boy, she used to give me some of her lorazepam with tea while telling me WWII stories when she used to look after me after school in my formative years, so I do try to be there if she needs me) that I would help her pack some boxes with her stuff and help her move them with the car to the new flat she was moving into.
Problem I'd been fucked up on methoxetamine all night, kept on doing bumps until morning, so I had to call my sort of girlfriend at the time, tell her to come pick me up in the countryside, then she drove us my grandma's house. Obviously I was still very very fucked up, so she ended up having to pack most of my grandma's stuff while I was sitting there having tea with my nan.
She also had to move most of the boxes to the car and drive to the new place. At the time I was too mashed to feel anything, but thinking about it after I sort of felt like a failure. You know you only had to refrain getting fucked one night and still couldn't help it
It was only a few months after we'd split up that I realized that she was totally a keeper, not many girls would have done that.
End up walking to the market with her, obviously before leaving the house I'd done more drone so I was pretty much buzzing off me tits. Coming back from the market I was carrying all the shopping bags and I started really struggling, it was really sunny and hot and I was sweating like crazy.
Anyway cutting the story short I started having the worst palpitations ever, shakes and my vision went all white. I had to sit down on a bench while grandma went to buy me a bottle of water. She ended up carrying all the shopping back to the flat as I was struggling to keep up just walking.
So yeah I was really embarassed about that, my 79 year old grandma is in better shape than me. I really thought I was gonna die, I mean it was probably 39 degrees celsius and walking under the sun on drone really is not a good idea.
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Another time, I had promised my grandma(yes I am a very good boy, she used to give me some of her lorazepam with tea while telling me WWII stories when she used to look after me after school in my formative years, so I do try to be there if she needs me) that I would help her pack some boxes with her stuff and help her move them with the car to the new flat she was moving into.
Problem I'd been fucked up on methoxetamine all night, kept on doing bumps until morning, so I had to call my sort of girlfriend at the time, tell her to come pick me up in the countryside, then she drove us my grandma's house. Obviously I was still very very fucked up, so she ended up having to pack most of my grandma's stuff while I was sitting there having tea with my nan.
She also had to move most of the boxes to the car and drive to the new place. At the time I was too mashed to feel anything, but thinking about it after I sort of felt like a failure. You know you only had to refrain getting fucked one night and still couldn't help it
It was only a few months after we'd split up that I realized that she was totally a keeper, not many girls would have done that.
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