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Worst mistakes when in a bit of a state

Well fuck i would need to be 100% certain id only be sent home.
Dont want to have this convo

"Hi Ma how are you.bad news im in rikers island prison in ny.. "
Ja know what i mean lol

Won't happen. You'll be put on the next available flight home. Usually confined to a room until the plane is boarding.
 
After too much drugs in general on NY morning, i.e. yesterday I started accusing the girl I've been getting with for general flirting and shit with other guys. As some of yous know my ex of 3 years, who I spent pretty much every day with basically ditched me for a mate slowly over a few weeks and I watched it happen, she denied it and instead made me feel drugs were making me paranoid. That said ex also tried to 'chat' shit out last night too, so it was on my mind the entire time.

So think I'm naturally just a bit paranoid and iffy on it all. Well, I blacked out and remember fuck all but apparently started accusing her of doing the same, got a bit aggressive at stages and just Wouldn't drop it. Fucking raging as I really like the wee girl and it just all the drugs/recent head frys that caused it, just ended up taking it out on someone who was the opposite. Was with a few others in the taxi including her and she certainly didn't come home or chat to me...

Had an acid trip recently that made me really feel that a lot of people are fake to my face and really don't give a shit, which is completely true and it's been really playing on my mind and I was getting similar thoughts here. Honestly think I should maybe take a break from the drugs as it aint fun.

Edit: Also just found out it's Wednesday so what I thought was one day of partying has been two, missed my NY family dinner. Fuck sake.
 
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^ Mate i feel for you, If ya want a chat or owt get me on Fb or pm yer skype, sounds like you've had a bit of a headfuck mate, hope all is well <3
 
on NYE i was not messed up just really stoned and sleepy and apparently horny and sent this msg to my main squeeze, not really a mistake just funny.

"baby i wish right now i could cum all over your face and body with you licking it up off your tits....fucking opiates!"
 
haha. i havent cum during sex for ages, it's kinda funny because insecure girls are all "don't you like it? what's wrong with me? i'm just a fat cow aren't i!"
 
Wow, so it's not just me that doesn't cum anymore during sex..!

It doesn't bother me and the wife doesn't mind cos if I don't cum, then she does - again and again and again. I'm sure it's the methadone, but I prefdr not cumming during sex cos it lasts longer, we both enjoy it more and we don't make babies..
 
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