Stay.Blazed.420
Bluelighter
one time at a party while drinking i sniffed 3 pills of ritalin (dunno the mg they were) for the first time and i felt so fucking high. I had never tried coke before but i was playing shot for shot with everyone at the party, had no feeling of pain, was extremely talkative, and very confident. I remember i laid on the couch trying to sleep (430am was when everyone passed out) and i laid wide awake listening to a friends ipod until 10:30 when i finally was like 'fuck it im going home'. My arm was so sore that morning i had to use my left hand to do everything, including unlocking my car, starting my car, and other things i normally would do with my right hand.. my right arm was completely dead.
However this isn't the worst comedown i've had, it just led to the worst comedown i've had (off of methylphenidate)
Fast forward to almost 6 months later and i have already tried coke 2 or maybe 3 times.. None of the coke i had done had made me feel like i did that night on ritalin, that ritalin was like the strongest coke high i've ever had. (To this day after many many times of using cocaine I've never had anything like that one night of ritalin)
I decided i'd buy a few off a buddy (on a school night too) and sniff em. Crushed 3 of them and made one huuuuugeee fucking rail (of all those nasty fillers and binders.. sick!) and sniffed it up in one.
within 45 minutes i was high as shit. Tweakin the fuck out, bouncing my leg up and down, loving the loud music, and basically felt like i was on coke again.
Later that night around 10pm i bought 2 more and railed em when i got home.. Ended up coming down at around 2am and it was HORRIBLE. way worse than the first time. I would lay in my bed trying to force myself to sleep and my eyes would force themselves open or just twitch if i tried to force them shut. I laid there until my mom came down to wake me up for school and i just told them i didn't sleep and i couldn't go.. Needless to say i got in trouble and horrible anxiety for over 24 hours and did not get a good sleep.
This was years ago though, i'm not that stupid anymore lol.. I've got myself a concerta prescription (haven't filled it for a year now) but when i first got them me and my girlfriend would take them to get a good stimulant high, but the high always felt like it was going up and down. It would feel like we're coming up one minute - but the next it would feel like we're coming down, and vice versa.. methylphenidate is a horrible drug, and i'll never abuse that shit again. So much time wasted cutting open those capsules and separating the plastic and shit off so we could rail them.. ugh! it makes me sick even thinking about methylphenidate.. Worst drug in the world.. When i found a guy who was on 4 15mg XR dexedrines a day however - I met an entirely new, better drug. A real amphetamine, not that shit-ass stimulant concerta/ritalin..
Haven't done any hard drugs in months and months though.. Stuck to the weed.. Can't even do that anymore because i'm on probation for possession of two 2mg hydromorphones.. fuck my life
However this isn't the worst comedown i've had, it just led to the worst comedown i've had (off of methylphenidate)
Fast forward to almost 6 months later and i have already tried coke 2 or maybe 3 times.. None of the coke i had done had made me feel like i did that night on ritalin, that ritalin was like the strongest coke high i've ever had. (To this day after many many times of using cocaine I've never had anything like that one night of ritalin)
I decided i'd buy a few off a buddy (on a school night too) and sniff em. Crushed 3 of them and made one huuuuugeee fucking rail (of all those nasty fillers and binders.. sick!) and sniffed it up in one.
within 45 minutes i was high as shit. Tweakin the fuck out, bouncing my leg up and down, loving the loud music, and basically felt like i was on coke again.
Later that night around 10pm i bought 2 more and railed em when i got home.. Ended up coming down at around 2am and it was HORRIBLE. way worse than the first time. I would lay in my bed trying to force myself to sleep and my eyes would force themselves open or just twitch if i tried to force them shut. I laid there until my mom came down to wake me up for school and i just told them i didn't sleep and i couldn't go.. Needless to say i got in trouble and horrible anxiety for over 24 hours and did not get a good sleep.
This was years ago though, i'm not that stupid anymore lol.. I've got myself a concerta prescription (haven't filled it for a year now) but when i first got them me and my girlfriend would take them to get a good stimulant high, but the high always felt like it was going up and down. It would feel like we're coming up one minute - but the next it would feel like we're coming down, and vice versa.. methylphenidate is a horrible drug, and i'll never abuse that shit again. So much time wasted cutting open those capsules and separating the plastic and shit off so we could rail them.. ugh! it makes me sick even thinking about methylphenidate.. Worst drug in the world.. When i found a guy who was on 4 15mg XR dexedrines a day however - I met an entirely new, better drug. A real amphetamine, not that shit-ass stimulant concerta/ritalin..
Haven't done any hard drugs in months and months though.. Stuck to the weed.. Can't even do that anymore because i'm on probation for possession of two 2mg hydromorphones.. fuck my life