Pretty new to the scene. Just a few months in fact.
I'm a full-on straight-laced professional and nobody would suspect that I am dangerously self-destructive.
Years ago, met an escort in my town, would see her now & then but no partying. Finally, about a year ago I told her I had a fetish about women who party. She smiled, pulled out the pipe & meth she'd hidden and asked me if I wanted her to get high and then fuck her. (I did.)
Saw her a few times in that mode and she asked once or twice if I wanted to join and I made excuses like "no, I have to go back to work after." which confused her. I didn't understand why then, now I do.
Anyway after a few recurrences of this kind of thing she clearly realized I was fucking weird. So I told her I'd never done it & was really nervous about it. Course, I also told her that deep down I REALLY wanted to try it.
So, 4 or 5 months ago we get together and she asks, "are you ready?" I stuttered and hemmed & hawed and she said "let me shotgun it to you." I generally understood what this would entail and said "Ok, I'll try that."
She fired off a deep hit came up and
Breathed it into my mouth. Finishing with a kiss.
I was as shocked as anyone that I didn't become an instant addict (seriously, I had concerns.) So, the visit continues and she gives me two or three more shotguns and I'm left wondering "What's the big fucking deal?"
Unbeknownst to me I had had enough to enable 'bad decisions mode" and I called her from the parking lot to ask if we could extend. She said she had to run to her Mom's place to check on her and that she needed more dope but could come back in a couple hours.
I said to myself "Yes, this seems like a perfectly reasonable plan." (Bad decision mode FULLY engaged.) Anyway, I go hime to my absolutely lovely wife & have dinner, then take off to get together with some friends. (We get together every week so, easy out.)
(Sorry. I know it's long but hopefully you will find it... Instructional?)
Went back to the hotel & had to wait. Amber (the escort) like many who enjoy pharmaceutical adventure is NOT the most punctual person in the world.
So, eventually she returned and we headed up to the room. She's straddling me and says "I think it's time you take a hit." I paused a moment and she said "baby I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to do." (Liar!
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She started to move away and I reminded her that I had texted her numerous times that I would "chicken out" and she'd need to make me because as I'd said deep down I REALLY wanted to unleash my bad side.
She put the pipe in my mouth and fired up the bowl & I took my first hit.
Amber is a fucking freak and after she'd had me do a few hits she hops off and heads for the 2nd part of the suite. "C'mon baby" she says.
I trundle after her naked and we sit down to the couch & coffee table where she starts setting up fucking hotrails.
She does one, says "ready" and without waiting hands me the tube as she starts heating the glass at the other end.
So, within about 2 1/2 hours of my first meth introduction via shotgun I'm sitting with Amber doing rails.
I'm fucking high, but because I have no idea what meth high is, I don't even know it. We go back to the bedroom and start playing. (I had brought oil!) We're fooling around and she's asking me if I like being high and that she loves this "bad side of me." And I say jokingly (actually, dead fucking self-destructively truthful) "Mmm baby I want you to get me hooked on meth." Now Amber's pretty fucking smart and she knows men and she understood instantly that I was asking her something very serious. And that I was NOT joking.
She smiled sweetly and said "You'd have to do a LOT of meth baby and you'd have to take good care of my pussy." She climbed up and sat on my face and I got right on taking care of that pussy. Nice thing about Amber, when she's high she can fuck endlessly & she comes easily.
When she'd cum a couple times she hopped off and put the pipe in my mouth again. Took the hit, but gagged. Was starting to feel nauseous because I'd done WAY more than I ought to have for a first time.
She rolled over and sat up and grabbed a different setup. I watched her light it and take a hit and she moaned just a little, which I thought was hot as fuck. I asked her what it was and she said without a hitch "heroin" and took another hit. "I could get you hooked on heroin real easy baby." Her tone implied warning. I wasn't ready for THAT kind of thing and I told her. She snuggled back up to me and said "Good baby."
As we began wrapping up the night (a very LONG and expensive bad decision night) she kissed my ear and asked if I liked my "meth slut". I said I did and she kissed me and told me she was going to get me hooked on meth and fuck me like a good little meth slut.
So, overall a pretty amazing introduction to the scene.
