yb62338 & MrRoot; Good advice… thanks ☺ I haven’t tried acupuncture, but maybe I will. Although getting stuck with needles doesn’t sound appealing at the moment hahah. Also, I’m 22, but I’ll be 23 in August.
So… is Kratom something you can find in a health food or herbal supplement store? Or would I have to do a Google search and order it from some sort of online pharmacy? I’ve also heard that Valerian root has some sort of opioid properties… not sure if this is true or not, I think I read it somewhere when I was going through the hydro w/d’s. Also, I would love to find the hydro as use it to wean myself off slowly, but it would require a lot of digging around in boxes.
Anyway, I’m seeing my doctor in 4 hours and plan to try my hardest to convince him to give me more Subs. I know myself and I’m not ready to get off yet. I’m getting there, but at this point… just no. I’m not in the correct mindset to push myself through the withdrawals… not gonna happen lol. Although I have to say, the Tramadol ER is helping. I only have 4 left, but if all else fails and my doctor won’t give me more Subs, I’m hoping he’ll give me more Trams or at least some clonodine. I'm making my mom come with me because he takes her more seriously than he takes me. I am just a 22 year old opiate addict after all, so what do I know? lol I guess we’ll see what happens..