Wilson Wilson
Bluelighter
I've never actually suffered from anxiety.
This, I believe, is truly the key to it. Someone who has never suffered anxiety will not get anything recreational from benzos at all. 95% of the recreational value is absolutely in the relief. That's why Xanax is also popular for self-medication - it hits hard and fast. If you are anxious as fuck and pop a Xan, when it hits you will be blissful. But if you're not anxious... well you just feel tired and forgetful.