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Why do dissociatives appeal to you?

using it you could reprogram your addictive behavior towards it or atleast to some extent. its kinda what i did altough i still go on ocasasional several day bindges it happens quite rarely 2-4 times a year compared to the 3-4 years addiction using almost 7 days a week going up to 5-6-7 grams per 12h session
i stared having liver problems and such and realized that if i want to continiue my adventures with K i have to bring my use down to a minimum so while on k and when sober i concentrated my thinking towards making a system of gradual minimizing of intace (so in some way im still addicted to it so much that i did the nesacery not to die from liver/bladder failure and give my self the opportunity to be experimenting with counsiosness longer as long as possible haha :D)
 
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Liver problems from ketamine? not heard of liver problems from it yet, but i'd imagine it could happen
But yerh, i don't take dxm without weed, because it's so blissful and it takes nearly all of the possible anxiety away, both molecules seem to connect very well. Especially when you smoke a blunt the day after your trip : it makes a nice smooth comeback.
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well i think that dxm plays on our serotonin part a fair bit, so its a bit like when i do mdma and weed, but i dont do weed 2 days before mdma, I find my comeup on mdma more anxious.
But weed on the end of mdma, its so visual and dreamy, colourful
 
They're appealing and interesting for the moments at least because they're unlike any of the other drugs I've done before, previous experience with ketamine being as a filler in low quality pills when MDMA was getting harder to find. Long history of LSD, ecstacy and mushroom use in my late late teens / early 20s, the psyche and the interaction between the two in being revealed in completely novel and fundamental ways that subsequently require more measured contemplation, but only dissociatives have let me experience the universe and my place within it as it is, as a pattern coded in language that defines the very essence of space and time. MXE as it hits at doses high enough to hole makes each individual instance of each particular discrete entity in the language that holds the universe together emerge as something uniquely particular and fundamentally necessary to the way it operates in so far as I as an observer at this point in time and space am unique, particular and fundamentally necessary to the integrity of that universe, simultaneously bringing into being and being a product of a universe coded in language being the only observer I can categorically give the property of irrefutable material existence to and guarantee. As you near the hole the words you're using to make sense of what you're experiencing or typing and reading on a computer screen become unentangled from their ordinary meaning, the notes in music become vibrations in the very pattern of space and time, being just free-floating possibilities that have, or will, will never, will always be creator of a sensible universe from a wave of probability in sea of possibility.
 
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They let me feel like I'm not the entire universe, like I've got distinguishing lines.
Plus, meta-as-fuuu. Live on the Web, physically.
 
itsok said:
and do weird chanting and poses that seem helpful to my body.
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With all the people remarking on this quote... glad I'm not alone!

In the depths of a k-hole, I'll do what appears to be some time of archaic spirit dance movements with my arms and hands. Set up a camera to record me once.... looked amusingly awesome to me.
 
thevines2 said:
dxm+mda

nuff said
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There's a risk of serotonin syndrome with that combo, you're much better off with Ketamine if you're going to combine an MDxx with a dissociative.

Dissociatives appeal to me because of that departure from every day life. They're the ultimate form of escapism really. Purely hedonistic for me really, though Ketamine did help me question my beliefs and lead me down the path I've now discovered :)
 
What I love about MXE is time shifting to a place where previous experiences on MXE lie waiting for me to come and pick-up where I left off.

I don't care much for the full disassociative state, but with a smoke and a drink by my side all is just right.
 
Jesusgreen said:
There's a risk of serotonin syndrome with that combo, you're much better off with Ketamine if you're going to combine an MDxx with a dissociative.

Dissociatives appeal to me because of that departure from every day life. They're the ultimate form of escapism really. Purely hedonistic for me really, though Ketamine did help me question my beliefs and lead me down the path I've now discovered :)
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im fully aware of this

i just miss those tan stars from 2009 =[

mdma/mda/dxm (such dank pills)

but i agree with the departure from everyday life.

this world sucks and ketamine makes it better

and has helped me figured out several problems by letting myself see it from another point of view other than my own body
 
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