An idiot who misuses hallucinogens while in an already bad frame of mind, that's who.
I don't class you as idiot mate FWIW.
And trust me I've labelled a damn good few Lemmings in my short time.
They may as well grow on branches.
It's nurture however in this case (the manufacturing of plumbs (lol not the fruit kind)
I see you as a young depressed maybe isolated man not presently capable of resolving deep emotional pain and torment.
Who IMO but I fully get it ofc, beats himself up too much.
But time my friend! See what it's course may reveal to you. You may learn a trot towards some daylight, some day or time.
It CAN truly require, that Couldron pot of emotional healing and release too...
Time! Also pain appears to be another indispensable ingredient lol.
Mac, I'd really love to see you happier, more simply accepting and forgiving of yourself and progressing. If I just that f magic wand though damn!
We have some affinity though mate. I was truly just jesting with you mate those Barrett photos I personally rate WAY more sorry it came as patronising that day.
Was just connecting.
And I know real true mist thick dark dark black hole depression and despair too.
There's kindof levels of it, because despite plenty dwelling by say 2022, since I couldn't even compare it bro the echelons and depths. Wow.
Don't be too hard on you though. In proportion and justly always ofc but we are still lol. NOT our own judges.
That's our sly bloody ego tricking us about I concluded.
I'm in a truly thick spot myself. Another round of miracles needed to see life on.
Except the damn universe seems to conspire against me.
Or dimension, and I am aggressively proactively vocally frequencyly battling AI Nano, the controlling agent of this simulation and birth death enslavement indebted cycle.
So that shit really comes after you in return.
Still, that's not directly my actual life threats atm. Plenty others.