double ewe
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- Mar 13, 2008
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tobacco - used to enjoy it. now it makes me nauseous and i'm allergic to the smoke. i see why others enjoy it, but it's definitely my least favorite.
ritalin - the only "high" i get is low-grade restlessness and anxiety followed by stomach cramps and insomnia. all the down-sides of an upper, with none of the upsides (which i don't really like in the first place).
cocaine - even if i can drink through the come-down, i'm fucked emotionally for the next few days and can't stop thinking about it for at least a month afterwards. i know plenty of folks who can handle it just fine, but i can't do so much as one line w/o being thrown back into all the self-loathing of my college coke addiction.
ritalin - the only "high" i get is low-grade restlessness and anxiety followed by stomach cramps and insomnia. all the down-sides of an upper, with none of the upsides (which i don't really like in the first place).
cocaine - even if i can drink through the come-down, i'm fucked emotionally for the next few days and can't stop thinking about it for at least a month afterwards. i know plenty of folks who can handle it just fine, but i can't do so much as one line w/o being thrown back into all the self-loathing of my college coke addiction.