weed - paranoia, uncomfortable feeling, always feel like everyone hates me and the whole world has turned against me and also if I'm at someone's house then they are plotting to throw me out, as soon as the weed high passes all is good, weed makes me feel so out of it, its like a place I never want to visit unless I want to torture myself mentally or work on therapy stuff, weed is good for therapy cuz it brings up the most painful things about my life and I can't think of anything else, there is absolutely nothing relaxing about weed for me, it's like anti-relaxing
coke - fast heartbeat, comedown, anxiety, need for more, more and more
meth- fast heartbeat, comedown, stay up for days even with small amounts, hallucinations, feeling sketchy
amphetamine (as opposed to methamphetamine) is alright, in small doses, its not great but I don't hate it as much as coke and meth
alcohol - shitty buzz, sick stomach, don't like how it makes me feel, want to be sober as soon as I feel the buzz
ketamine - never understood what people see in this drug
anti-cholinergics - horrible feeling even with medium doses, hate amitriptyline and benedryl, I'd have to be really f'n desperate to ever take this class of drugs again for sleep or whatever
I'm slowly starting to dislike
MDMA more and more
Opiates, psychedelics and benzos are the only drug types I enjoy.
I noticed that some ppls list the drug/s they were addicted to. I was hooked on
dope, don't use it anymore but I can not say I hate it. The addiction caused me some shitty consequences but whenever I think of Heroin I still see it in a positive light. It's such a nice high. Too bad its so damn addictive, but I don't think I'll ever hate it.