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WHERES THE LOVE? new member from 2002 what up

manicmama000

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hi. in high school i found erowid.org
today i decided to see what was up and now there is a forum...
i signed up right away. two of my favorite things,..message boards and proper education and support with use of drugs.

my mom was an IV user and she died when i was 9 in 93 due to complications with her heart transplant
she wasnt even 30 yet....my grandmother raised me and was a nurse,
little old me, has always researching this topic and i also went to pharmacy school as the back up option for my career but i went with stay at home mom and artist :)

i live in philly. raised 3 healthy boys, recently divorced and starting my life over at like 41 now...yay!

i look forward to being an active member on here. I really love message boards....also music, sewing costumes, and clowns.......
....off to make some graphics for my signature if I can still do that.
gonna check out the spirituality tab...I also want to read about the research and status they have made with clinical trials...if that is even a thing....

oh my favorite drug is all of them in which i utilize for their medicinal properties. I am not there is not one I haven't tried or experimented with. at my age and in the moderation that I use them I still know that there is harmful effects on the body. like do ALL opiates fuck with your bone density? for example..
-ManicMama
 
Me either RE bone density.... and I have been pretty far down opiate path -- I suppose bone density was fairly low on the concern list but I think someone woulda mentioned it. (and perhaps did?)
 
Hey manicmama, welcome to the freakshow!!!
Looking forward to what you bring.
Message boards are awesome - especially this one.

"I’m not talking about no revolution. I’m not talking about no demonstration. I’m talking about having a good time, I’m talking about dancing. I’m talking about loving your neighbor, I’m talking about grabbing your friend, I’m talking about love, I’m talking about love! Love! Love! Love! Love! Love!
Grab your fucking friend and love him!"
-Jim Morrison
 
Welcome :) I just lurked here for a long time, but I remember spending hours reading about trip reports on Erowid first. As far as the bone density stuff goes, it's been about 9 years since I started using kratom daily, bones are still very healthy. Kratom has overstayed its welcome for me, it's merely just a whatever buzz I experience once a day, I used to be a lot more hooked on it. At this point, I'm only physically dependent, weed has trumped basically everything I used to do. I cut back on benzos because they'd get in the way of a nice pure stone, Gabapentin would dirty up the highs, and I'm 6 years sober from booze next month.

Either way, I don't know if kratom is "hard" enough of an opioid to cause anything like that, but as far as I'm concerned it is. Especially considering I used to down some sketchy extracts that would have my ass higher than Oxys could get me. My intake in general used to be like 25-30g a day at one point, now it's 5.5g a day.
 
Hi and welcome, well, you've come to the right place. I'm sure you have a lot to offer and I hope your stay here is beautiful and educational.
 
hi. in high school i found erowid.org
today i decided to see what was up and now there is a forum...
i signed up right away. two of my favorite things,..message boards and proper education and support with use of drugs.

my mom was an IV user and she died when i was 9 in 93 due to complications with her heart transplant
she wasnt even 30 yet....my grandmother raised me and was a nurse,
little old me, has always researching this topic and i also went to pharmacy school as the back up option for my career but i went with stay at home mom and artist :)

i live in philly. raised 3 healthy boys, recently divorced and starting my life over at like 41 now...yay!

i look forward to being an active member on here. I really love message boards....also music, sewing costumes, and clowns.......
....off to make some graphics for my signature if I can still do that.
gonna check out the spirituality tab...I also want to read about the research and status they have made with clinical trials...if that is even a thing....

oh my favorite drug is all of them in which i utilize for their medicinal properties. I am not there is not one I haven't tried or experimented with. at my age and in the moderation that I use them I still know that there is harmful effects on the body. like do ALL opiates fuck with your bone density? for example..
-ManicMama
What kind of costumes do you sew and what kind of music do you like
 
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