THECATINTHEHAT
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 17, 2005
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Sorry to hear about your loss man, that shit makes me angry too. You can’t hold on to that though otherwise it will destroy you. It sounds like you have some amazing stuff in your life that you have managed to put together in recovery and I’m sure your old man would not want you to throw all that stuff away, the best thing you can do for him now is to be the best you that you can be and live a full and successful life.
It’s totally understandable that you have reacted the way that you have but I’m sure its the opposite of what he would want. You must be aware of this on a fairly conscious level to be thinking about going back to an aa meeting already. Well done for managing to think about getting back after only a few days of relapse, that’s not easy to do.
Let us know how the meeting goes and don’t beat yourself up about what has happened, this doesn’t have to be a disaster.
It’s totally understandable that you have reacted the way that you have but I’m sure its the opposite of what he would want. You must be aware of this on a fairly conscious level to be thinking about going back to an aa meeting already. Well done for managing to think about getting back after only a few days of relapse, that’s not easy to do.
Let us know how the meeting goes and don’t beat yourself up about what has happened, this doesn’t have to be a disaster.