my first time, I was 19, took place last fall. My friend was in town from Arizona for the weekend, and we planned on going to a rave. I had only been drunk, and smoked weed once prior to this, I was very nervous about trying it my first time, but wasn't gunna punk out. So me and 2 of my friends got in the car, they handed me a red alien pill, they watched me take it and kinda forced me to, I got really scared lol, so I popped it, and right after got a little worried. We drove to the grocery store, and bought sum oj and gum. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach, I was so afraid of what would happen, since I had never done anything before or researched x. As we were driving back, 5 minutes later, I started to notice I was getting really cold, and shiverring, i asked my friends for a blanket, 5 minutes later my senses increased, my friend put in a hardstyle track by the headhunerz, i didn't realize what was going on, and began to panic, asking them to turn the volume down. We then went to a parking lot and chilled for 30 mins, my friends were laying in the sand saying how good it felt, it freaked me the fuck out lol. I then started freaking out, saying I didn't feel good, I stepped out of the car and began praying to God, asking that I won't die and just letting all of my emotions out. My friend A. stepped outta the car to check on me, and helped comfort me, telling me it was gunna be ok, and we all went to walmart. I started calming down, and couldn't believe how cool walmart was lol. We then hopped in the car, and i'll always remember how epic these 2 songs sounded, Headhunterz-Hate it or Love it came on and I was jamming out hardcore to it, then one of the most epic songs came on, Guru Josh Project Infinity 2008, it was the most amazing song i've ever heard. We then left to the rave, and I still remember driving on the freeway, and noticing the bright lights for the first time, the cars were hovering, the lights amazingly bright, still sends chills up my spine thinking about it. We then got to the rave and I had an urge to just dance and get down. We didn't stay too long, but it was a weird night lol. I def. rolled harder my 2nd time and the 3rd, my first wasn't as hard, but it's def. memorable for me