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when/why did you drop your first rolls

I was 25 (last year!)- my best friend was telling me he wanted to share the experience with me (he had rolled 2-3 times before only) and some other close friends. I was terrified. MDMA was my first narcotic...I think I spent 2 hour eating one pill tiny piece by tiny piece (LOL!)...once I realized I wasn't going to die, and I felt surprisingly clear and in control, and I wasn't compelled to make out with everyone around me...I realized how lovely and natural the feeling was. My first experience was actually very mild (but very positive). If you told me prior to that night, that I could love E so much I'd actually spend regular time on a message board about it, own a testing kit, or go to great lengths to get it....I'd think you were nuts, and that it was impossible. I'm sure, equally, that if someone told me MDMA has improved their life and their perspective of themselves, the world, and others, I would have thought they were crazy. Though the journey has certainly had negative aspects to it, I'm extremely happy MDMA has entered my life, and it's been more beautiful than I could have imagined.
 
One of my bestfriends introduced me to mdma. One night he came over, and he asked me what I doing that night, I had nothing planned. So he handed me a lil orange pill, orange transformer. He's like "take this it'll blow your mind" those were his exact words. We dropped at the same time, then we played call of duty world at war nazi zombies untill they kicked in. When we got up to about round 18 I was like "Whooa! You feel that! What's the fxck is that? This is amazing" after that we both died on the game. But I didn't care I was feeling great, we decided to go for a walk to pick up some weed. As soon as we stepped outside a blast of cold air hit us, were like "fxck that" so we ended up staying at my place for about 4 hours of listining to music having great conversations. Then I started coming down, he had another 3 pills so we both took one more. Still feeling great we went for a drive to get weed, since we wanted weed so bad and didn't want to walk in cold weather. Well we ended up giving my our dopehead drug dealer friend the last pill and just chilled out smoking weed till the morning.
 
I was 15 years old and my older friend was selling green rolexes. So me and my friends planned out to stay at my house. So we were walking around the neighbourhood, waiting for these pills to kick in and BAM i felt so fucking amazing OMG i couldn't even explain how it felt i felt like i won the lottery. Then my friends mom drove buy and found us out at like 1 in the morning so he got in shit and he had to go home. So i went home and was sitting there getting in shit for not coming home in time lol and man i didn't care because i was trippin balls nothing could of made me mad lol

I wanted to do it because i was always curious about other states of mind and my other friends did it the night before and said it was AMAZING and i also read how good it was on the net and found it really interesting
 
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i love these stories because i can vividly picture them in my head! and then it brings me back :)

the first time i rolled was actually pretty lame, i only took half of a pill and it must have been pretty weak. i just got a bit more talkative and light hearted and fuzzy.

i consider my second roll my first true experience. i was 17 and visiting some old friends out of state. i was actually supposed to go clubbing for my friends birthdays but someone suggested we roll for the celebration instead. i excitedly agreed as the first time had been kind of a bomb. when the pills arrived from our source they were all crushed up, one crushed green clover pill per little baggie. everyone was too afraid to snort it first, so i went ahead and did it. i initially thought i was going to die and i fell to the floor and spread my arms out, face down. just when my friend was about to grab me to take me to the hospital i squealed with joy that i was on cloud nine. everyone then proceeded to snort or parachute their own.

i proceeded to dance around telling everyone how much i loved them and was sad that i lived so far from them and could only see them a few times a year. we all danced and tried glow sticking but all sucked terribly. when we started to come down i was sad so my friend called in some more. a few of us ended up with some blue dolphins to re-dose with. i was rolling face into late the next morning.

it was a wonderful experience and i am so happy that i was able to experience it with the people i did. there were some rather awkward times between a friend and i (due to non-reciprocated feelings of true love), but it was amazing as a whole.

mannnnnn, i'm trying to score for tomorrow but it just doesn't seem to want to happen! i am longing for another adventure to that warm and lovely place!
 
The reason I tried it was because one day me and my buddy were blazing and he asked me, if you could try one hard drug what would it be and I said ecstasy. Then a few weeks later he bought some offered me one and I said yeah, I took it but It never hit me. I was in tenth grade so that was about last year. After that I decided maybe E's not for me. Then about 3 months ago I decided to give it another shot, it worked, felt bomb, and I've been in love ever since.
 
I consider my second roll my first true experience.

When I was younger, I was in my bedroom and had acquired 3 Blue Swans from an acquaintance from school at the time. I had studied up on its effects but nothing could have prepared me for what was about to happen.

I totally didnt know what to expect. I took the first pill which lagged almost 50min to hit me...so I dropped another and then-

...slowly I feel a trickle of something inside me....fluttering....I feel energy and light building inside me..then

WHOOOOSH

HOLY SHIT...This is what ecstasy feels like ! (?)

I had prepped the setting...bright industrial orange glowsticks, my ipod mini, my psp, and lollipops.

I couldnt believe how incredible I felt. For one of the first times ever, I felt at peace and confident with who I was...I felt like a creature on a planet, rather then a slave to society.

My body was fluid like water...yet I felt like I could move at the speed of light.

Needless to say my comedown was quite disappointing

Having that feeling taken away is very unpleasent...It feels like the worst thing that could ever happen to you when its happening...like waking up from a beautiful dream you hoped was true.

Its true that they say your first comedown is the easiest however because you dont know what to expect or how long you will roll for...it just happens. Its really not so bad.

Regardless, my first experience left me a bit scattered. The next few days all I could think about was ecstasy..yet at the same time I felt like the grim reaper. I had never felt so hollow before in my life.

I went in search of answers online and came across a site called "Bluelight"

I learned that my pills had meth in them and I had a speedy first experience. I bought myself a test kit. Most important, I learned to follow the main rule of moderation.

The rest is history. I wouldnt change how I felt that first time for anything...but I do remember wanting to go explore and leave my room real bad but couldnt because my folks were asleep.
 
I was 16? I think and the pills were green @s it was a party in an empty apartment building and me and my best mate decided to get pills specially for it after we had been talking about trying it for ages. Had an amazing night, there were some older drug experienced girls there we vaguely knew who found it cute having first timers there and did everything they could to make us feel as nice as possible.
 
i was 17. my friend and i had been talking about wanting to try rolling for a while and he called me up and said he could get green apples (macs) which were the best in town at the time according to pillreports at a good price. it was a real good night although i don't remember about half of it :D
 
My first time was a few months ago, and it was while I was visiting a friend that I hadn't seen for years. She took me to her friends house for a party and immediately started to blaze and drink and all the party shenanigans :P after a while, The host busted out his E and gave it to all the girls ( they got it for free :P ) I started talking with this dude who was there who asked me if o had ever tried it, which I said no, and then he grabbed me by the shoulders and pushed me into he back room yellling "virgin!" (referring to using e), I was then given what I was told were two fairly large lines, one of a crushed blue pill, and one of MDMA. It was fucking incredible! Many massages and light shows followed :P
 
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my first time, I was 19, took place last fall. My friend was in town from Arizona for the weekend, and we planned on going to a rave. I had only been drunk, and smoked weed once prior to this, I was very nervous about trying it my first time, but wasn't gunna punk out. So me and 2 of my friends got in the car, they handed me a red alien pill, they watched me take it and kinda forced me to, I got really scared lol, so I popped it, and right after got a little worried. We drove to the grocery store, and bought sum oj and gum. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach, I was so afraid of what would happen, since I had never done anything before or researched x. As we were driving back, 5 minutes later, I started to notice I was getting really cold, and shiverring, i asked my friends for a blanket, 5 minutes later my senses increased, my friend put in a hardstyle track by the headhunerz, i didn't realize what was going on, and began to panic, asking them to turn the volume down. We then went to a parking lot and chilled for 30 mins, my friends were laying in the sand saying how good it felt, it freaked me the fuck out lol. I then started freaking out, saying I didn't feel good, I stepped out of the car and began praying to God, asking that I won't die and just letting all of my emotions out. My friend A. stepped outta the car to check on me, and helped comfort me, telling me it was gunna be ok, and we all went to walmart. I started calming down, and couldn't believe how cool walmart was lol. We then hopped in the car, and i'll always remember how epic these 2 songs sounded, Headhunterz-Hate it or Love it came on and I was jamming out hardcore to it, then one of the most epic songs came on, Guru Josh Project Infinity 2008, it was the most amazing song i've ever heard. We then left to the rave, and I still remember driving on the freeway, and noticing the bright lights for the first time, the cars were hovering, the lights amazingly bright, still sends chills up my spine thinking about it. We then got to the rave and I had an urge to just dance and get down. We didn't stay too long, but it was a weird night lol. I def. rolled harder my 2nd time and the 3rd, my first wasn't as hard, but it's def. memorable for me
 
I love the stories... It seems like quite a few people were scared they were going to die their first times LMAO same exact thing that happened to me!

My first time was supposed to be before my actual first time. I was going to try it at the beach with my friend (who had also never tried it), only half though. I held the pill (it was a yellow dolphin, back in beg. of 2008 ) for literally 20 mins before I decided I couldn't do it. I was too scared! Looool my friend took a whole one and didn't feel a thing, but we later discovered that he is just one of those rare people who are not able to roll.

My first time happened in mid-08, at my first rave. I did the same thing ahaha, held the pill for like half an hour (it was a red/pink buddha this time). But then eventually I was like "fuck it" and bit off less than half because I was too scared of taking a whole half. I pretended I took a half though, because no one knows that I secretly threw out a little piece on the ground (what a waste right? ahaha) because I didn't want to look weak (?) I definitely felt that much though, I obviously didn't roll super hard, but I already loved the feeling. Things were brighter, I was giggly, and music sounded awesomee. Throughout the night I took another half, and had a great time.

My first HARD roll was my third time rolling. That was the first time I took a whole pill, and OHMYGOD was I in heaven. It was also at a rave, and I was all over the place! I was saying "Oh my God" every 5 minutes and couldn't help myself. When I was looking at fireworks, I said "Oh my God" every 5 seconds lol and it was just amazing. And I can't wait to roll again, it's been almost 6 weeks, ~3 more to go
 
this year, 16, omnom'd a pill. I had eaten one before, but gave up too quick and ate a big dose of speed not too long after, ruining the roll. After an hour and a half of feelign the same mild effects that bothered me last time (no dilated pupils, just a feeling of happiness and sociability, and the pills were GOOD too) i got up to go to my room..bam. Rollin bawls started about then, pupils dimed and i just was chillin thinking about how awesome it wuz.
 
My one year E-nnaversary is coming up at the end of July actually! I was 24. :)

I had always wanted to try to, but never really knew how to go about it and I'm always a pussy about trying new things. A friend of mine had just gotten into raving and kept going on and on about how fun it was and how I HAD to go. He promised he'd hook me, my husband and one of our friends up. So we met him at this skate barn place they were holding the rave... sooo cool! Huge open space with SLIDES everywhere. We each took one pill and were soooo nervous waiting for it to come up. I kept feeling little things and thinking "Is this it?" Finally, about about 30 minutes my friend turned to me and said "Do you feel the bees? Behind my ears, it's buzzing!" I didn't feel them, but I agreed and suddenly felt the world click together in a beautiful way. We spent the night moving from room to room, our experienced friend introduced us to many people who were just thrilled to show us roll tricks for our first time and... wow. It was just wonderful.
After about 3 hours we felt down and left but were still just amazed at what we had just experienced. What were we so afraid of? All that anxiousness and waiting for nothing! The next day we drove to the mall and just walked around in the after glow all day. :D
 
I had been wanting to try it for a while.. I was 20 and had a few years experience with other mind altering substances. My friend called me and she told me she had some pills if I knew anyone who wanted any. Right away I said I did. Got them that night, blue route 66's. My friend and I took them and just kicked it. It took forever to kick in.. Then when it did, I was driving. Didn't really know what to think of it the first time, definitely was a strange feeling, but good one. Next time I took it.. wooo weeee it was incredible.
 
I was 19, and it was the Thursday night of Burning Man '07. (Yes, I got all the way to Burning Man without rolling once.) I had run into a girl earlier that day who had told me that she really really wanted to find some acid, and I had some, so I told her I could gift or trade it to her, and she went to her boyfriend to figure something out and they traded me a pill (a white lady) for a few hits of acid. They assured me that it was pure. I ate it and went out exploring the playa on my own, and soon ended up dancing at Entheon Village (one of my favorite camps to hang out at on the playa) for the rest of the night, grinning happily the entire time and taking every opportunity I had to make a new friend or have a pleasant conversation with someone. It was a subtle and extremely pleasant experience.

I was told by a couple friends the next day that I definitely got a good, pure pill, because of how subtle it was. They told me the best pills are the ones that you can barely even notice because of how clean they are and how much fun you're having. Since then I've figured out that increasing the dose means that you'll definitely notice even the cleanest stuff, but back then I was happy to never eat more than one pill at a time (and given that in the past almost-3 years, I've capped out at 2 1/2 pills as the most I've ever had in a night, I think I've been doing OK).
 
Ultra music festival. 1 1/2 original Gucci. just me and my friend , it was also her first time . The rest from there on was history.. honestly thinking back now I don't know how I got out of there alive, I was sooooiii fuxkef upppp.
 
It was the first friday of last september, i was at a bush party with my friends. One of my friends there was on it, i was kinda drunk and curious so i took it.
 
Last summer, I was 19. I had recently moved back home, and started hanging out with my old crew again.
I kind of always said Id never touch anything other then weed. And then my friend told me about molly, and I got interested. So we found some, and dropped. I remember being incredibly nervous the first time taking it. But I ended up falling in love with it for almost a year.

Honestly, after doing it so much, the feeling isnt the same anymore. So I rarely do it anymore.

But I will never forget that first time. (:
 
I was 19 when I first tried e. I had been going to the afterhours club for about 3 months already with 2 of my good friends. My one friend "P" was the guy who introduced me to EDM & raves & afterhours clubs. Anyways, I saw him put something in his mouth and drink some water, and I asked him what it was. He said it was an ecstasy pill. Then he asked if I want one.

Up until this night, I never really noticed that everyone around was high on something, and I also didn't realize that P had done pills when we were at the club before. I was so naive...but I took the pill (blue dolphin) and a drink of water and kept on dancing. All the while I hid this from my other friend "C" because I was afraid she'd be mad. She's very against drugs.

I lost track of time as I was attempting to do liquid hand stuff. I kinda forgot that I took e, and I don't know how long it took to kick in. C stopped dancing and asked me if I wanted to go downstairs, I said yes. Then she looked at me funny, smiled and said "wow you look so pretty! Your eyes are huge!!...wait...are you high?". Lol I begged her not to be mad, she was fine and we started walking toward the stairs. That's when it hit me. Everything was in fast motion except for me. I kept saying "I feel like I'm walking on clouds! This is the best thing ever!".

Haha throughout the night I was walking strange, swinging my arms and super amused at how it was so effortless to walk. I told P I love him and thanked him so much for the pill....repeatedly. I danced for what seemed like forever, I was so happy and so high. P laughed at me cuz I acted hilarious, I was a noob for sure. hugged P & C a hundred times and kept saying how awesome everything was. The music and lights were phenomenal.

The ride home was one of my favorite parts. P was driving, C was up front and I was in the back seat. I kept yapping away about how good I felt. P & C just laughed. Then I tried doing liquid again and suddenly...it was liquid! Like I finally got it to look flowy! I was like "look look I can do it now! Omg this is awesome! I feel so good! I'm so high! I live you guys! Tonight was the best! ...look at my hands!"

This was a night of epic proportions. I will never forget it:)
 
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