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When we die ....

What happens to our soul upon death?

  • Nothing its lights out for good

    Votes: 10 28.6%
  • We go to heaven or hell

    Votes: 2 5.7%
  • We are reincarnated

    Votes: 4 11.4%
  • We become spirits on earth

    Votes: 2 5.7%
  • We enter another universe

    Votes: 4 11.4%
  • Other please state

    Votes: 13 37.1%

  • Total voters
    35
we are used as fuel/nutrients so that life can go on. we already a part of everything so we basically are self sustaining.
not sure where we would go... pie in the sky sounds good ala mode. ;)
 
Like on a good balloon of laughing gas. What happens when that state continues is the clue. This could however be dissociative mis-conception of reality. But it changed my look on life and death.
That's remarkably similar to what I experienced on dissociatives as well, just DCK and MXE instead of nitrous. I'm ambivalent whether this is a death-mimetic state or as you say a misconception. I floated hours and hours in the velvet nothingness and they say (in sheep) that ketamine disconnects parts of the brain (they used the word 'offline').
 
That's remarkably similar to what I experienced on dissociatives as well, just DCK and MXE instead of nitrous. I'm ambivalent whether this is a death-mimetic state or as you say a misconception. I floated hours and hours in the velvet nothingness and they say (in sheep) that ketamine disconnects parts of the brain (they used the word 'offline').
DCK is luxurious. It has the ability to create a forest OEV/ CEV, with Birch trees and other plant's. Along with the sensation of a fresh breeze.

My one outstanding experience near death experience with N2O involved a omega effect. So the speaking of the people in the background slowly stopped. During my inhale.

Then I was nowhere, and after that the conversation, which I followed, till I went into the space Nitrous creates. And when I came back the conversation continued from the point where I left listening to it. Bizar.
 
That's remarkably similar to what I experienced on dissociatives as well, just DCK and MXE instead of nitrous. I'm ambivalent whether this is a death-mimetic state or as you say a misconception. I floated hours and hours in the velvet nothingness and they say (in sheep) that ketamine disconnects parts of the brain (they used the word 'offline').
What dosage's are you talking about as I never got as far as N2O. Ketamine got me pretty far to.

But MXE and to a lesser degree DCK seem to stimulating to get me in that hole.
 
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DCK is luxurious. It has the ability to create a forest OEV/ CEV, with Birch trees and other plant's. Along with the sensation of a fresh breeze.
Oh yeah, unfortunately I get only black/white CEVs but too plants and trees, dark castles.. the most remarkable OEV was on DXM in a dark room when suddenly I was in a spaceship.. I used DXM extensively as a teen and first it provided me colorful visuals not unlike psychedelics but darker, then I was put on SSRIs and ever since only black/white stuff and mostly more schematic like. But I got the fresh breeze as well on some occasions. There was also always a velvety feeling like being finally at home - this maybe is the most addicting thing about this substance.

I loved DCK as well but over-did it together with sleep deprivation. It is very stimulating for me, in the beginning not unlike what I'd imagine a low dose of MDMA together with some opioid, but probably different..

On DCK I had a breakdown when I was awake for 3 or 4 days and had big stress because I was accused of theft and had already problems with police and almost homeless.. then super weird stuff happened, I was fully dissociated in some moments, feeling fine despite heavy tiredness and heard tue stuff verbally. Comments on what I saw, and felt. Then I broke down when missing the train and decided to walk these 1-2 hours with all my stuff I had in this moment, big luggage. Ambulance came and picked me up. Parallel I experienced a shift in stuff, like two realities. In one people with uniforms surrounded me, in the other the paramedics and were about half as much people. This faded when I was put in the car, but stuff continued - when I looked at someone, the comments told me what the person will do next and when they spend attention to me and when not.. it was so weird that I asked the people, 'hey you're going to do xz, right?' and they looked at me very strangely, Idk whether it was real or not.. also before entering the hospital I had hints of this parallel stuff again, it's hard to describe for me but I remember clearly. After I slept all was gone, just cravings for more DCK and heavy tiredness.

I never did N2O yet, tried once but got next to no effects from one balloon, maybe it requires more? It certainly interests me but the short duration is kind of a bummer but when time shifts or stays maybe I overrate that point.
Didn't have a scale most time, MXE was always weighed and sublingual, no hole but similar to DCK, floating around to music, from 50mg at first. I'd estimate that I used up to 500mg or even more of DCK daily when summing up the redoses.

Never experienced a real hole but sometimes when I overdid it I was knocked out for some time in disso anesthesia, some hours pass and I woke up slightly confused. I'm jealous of the people getting a hole on K. Oh, about K, I used 1g in 12h without a hole.
 
Whsts the point of life for ya boiii? If we just live die live due.etc

There isn't a point of life. Literally nothing any of us think, do or say matters. Not "live, die, live, die, etc" though, we live and then die and that's it. Just once. I think most people believe otherwise either because they find the idea of an afterlife comforting or because they're too arrogant too accept that they are not special and don't matter.
Plus, it's impossible for us to imagine ourselves just not existing anymore and people tend to reject or fear that which they do not understand.
 
There isn't a point of life. Literally nothing any of us think, do or say matters. Not "live, die, live, die, etc" though, we live and then die and that's it. Just once. I think most people believe otherwise either because they find the idea of an afterlife comforting or because they're too arrogant too accept that they are not special and don't matter.
Plus, it's impossible for us to imagine ourselves just not existing anymore and people tend to reject or fear that which they do not understand.
Noyzeeeee man, totally agree with ya. 💯
 
There isn't a point of life. Literally nothing any of us think, do or say matters. Not "live, die, live, die, etc" though, we live and then die and that's it. Just once. I think most people believe otherwise either because they find the idea of an afterlife comforting or because they're too arrogant too accept that they are not special and don't matter.
Plus, it's impossible for us to imagine ourselves just not existing anymore and people tend to reject or fear that which they do not understand.
There is def a point in life, imo. I have kid's, family and encounter's with all sort's of people some on Bluelight.

But this is about after that point, right? My fear for dying is a bit on the low vs the common population i think.
 
Also, since MY idea of Hell is being trapped in outer space forever with a bunch of self-righteous bigots and preachy Christians...where would I go?
Also, EVERYONE would go to Hell anyway. Have you read the Bible? If you wear clothes made of more than one type of fabric or that shad buttons or zippers...if you know a woman has committed adultery and do not kill her...if you have ever had pre-marital sex, or any kind sex other than vaginal and with the SOLE purpose of procreating, ever use a condom...etc, etc....you're going to Hell.

I think I'd do well in Hell anyway, what with all my peeps (the druggies, the whores, etc) there. Plus, I'd just seduce Satan and became queen of all of the underworld.

Also, while Satan has never bad-mouth God, all God does is spread nasty rumours about Satan...and the Bible is basically the Burn Book from Mean Girls.
 
What do you Believe happens to our soul?
Lets hear them the good bad and the ugly....

I'd like to believe we go to a better place but I think if I'm honest there's nothing like a deep sleep just nothing like we wouldn't ever know like when we are knocked out or fall to sleep.
I think as humans most of us want to believe in something good or that we live on after death as a comfort to us.
What do u guys believe/think?
We reflect on the life we just lived and based on our life decisions we use all that information to determine what our next phase in existence will be. Sometimes we reincarnate sometimes we become gods or some form of existence that does not require a human form in order to expand their consciousness.

Many times we reincarnate and the life we live is harder because we have given our will over in a previous life. We become deterministic and hateful and so as a result we do not accomplish what the soul has set out to do. And when that is not accomplished, often times a soul or a higher self will choose to incarnate into a life that will rectify those previous inadequacies in order to restore balance to the natural flow of the universe. Many people think it is god or the universe punishing them when their next life is worst than their last but in reality it is their own decision that they make based on their inability to fulfill certain goals and desires and giving into ego and lower base instincts in a deterministic and socialized fashion.

Overall I think that the afterlife is a pretty serene existence that allows you to become one with everything and to not be bounded by your ego and your earthly resistances. Therefore you instantly experience all of your accumulated desires and goals and dreams at the moment of death and in that sense I imagine it would be pretty blissful. You also are connected to your loved ones, dead or alive, in a way you never thought possible because you realize that you are your family members and loved ones and they are just an extension of you in a metaphysical universal sense. That’s why movies and religions intuitively know that our relationship with our loved ones is more stronger and more profound on the other side. I 100% don’t believe that we are just fooling ourselves due to wishful thinking or compensating for some evolutionary existential emptiness that we feel inside. These are real experiences that people have had for thousands of years and they documented and expressed these experiences in the best way they could. Our ancestors were able to become aware of these other dimensions and were able to tap into the afterlife through various consciousness altering means. Meditation and intuition will allow you to explore these places and will allow you to tap into the universal consciousness so that you can know every thought that has ever been created. You can know all of your lives that you have lived and you can know all of the answers to the questions that you have about life and god and happiness and reality.
 
Also, since MY idea of Hell is being trapped in outer space forever with a bunch of self-righteous bigots and preachy Christians...where would I go?
Also, EVERYONE would go to Hell anyway. Have you read the Bible? If you wear clothes made of more than one type of fabric or that shad buttons or zippers...if you know a woman has committed adultery and do not kill her...if you have ever had pre-marital sex, or any kind sex other than vaginal and with the SOLE purpose of procreating, ever use a condom...etc, etc....you're going to Hell.

I think I'd do well in Hell anyway, what with all my peeps (the druggies, the whores, etc) there. Plus, I'd just seduce Satan and became queen of all of the underworld.

Also, while Satan has never bad-mouth God, all God does is spread nasty rumours about Satan...and the Bible is basically the Burn Book from Mean Girls.
Buddy, look around...you're already in HELL.
 
Also, since MY idea of Hell is being trapped in outer space forever with a bunch of self-righteous bigots and preachy Christians...where would I go?
Also, EVERYONE would go to Hell anyway. Have you read the Bible? If you wear clothes made of more than one type of fabric or that shad buttons or zippers...if you know a woman has committed adultery and do not kill her...if you have ever had pre-marital sex, or any kind sex other than vaginal and with the SOLE purpose of procreating, ever use a condom...etc, etc....you're going to Hell.

I think I'd do well in Hell anyway, what with all my peeps (the druggies, the whores, etc) there. Plus, I'd just seduce Satan and became queen of all of the underworld.

Also, while Satan has never bad-mouth God, all God does is spread nasty rumours about Satan...and the Bible is basically the Burn Book from Mean Girls.
If hell excist's we are living in it. There is no hell after dying imo.
 
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